The ‘theft’ of my 3 babies (Pt.38)

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What’s God say about Mental Illness, Health, Addiction, etc.?
I am not a cucumber…I am made in the image of God  there for I have the right to be a new creation and not continue to claim something I am not, that God rose me out of Satan’s bondage of…
God just told me to tell u all this: “if you illegal people in my life spying on me have had me on a suicide watch this wk or ever, then not 1 of you know him, his holy divine power, or me. Suicide has never been me and anyone with a brain of him would see and know thats obvious, that i wouldn’t even be alive today, and wud kno i am about life. ‘Er duh! go focus on urselves and stay out of my affairs. fools with no brain of him or common sense!” Thank u Abba father for telling me in 1993, that u are who makes and takes life and using it to motivate me to find and live my purpose, you have me here for. Thank you for using me as ur salt and light. Thank you, for speaking on my behalf to all these judgmental, carnal minded people. Selah hallelu yah! 
God says to stop asking any of u to hang out any way. He says all of you participate in not inviting me any where and just occasionally basically visit me here, as u all participate in illegally neglecting me, monitoring me, and just watching. He says that if any of you were pleasing him this wud be over, you would think of me to invite, and wouldnt be illegally on monitors just watching and judging me in this illegal “jail” u all keep me in. May god have mercy on you all, cuz we know nobody is ignorant to your sins done upon me.
For god i am blessed and he is who, is my judge, who finds favor in me, who is  my real friend, and whos holy spirit is moving mountains for. For only him and his genuine followers i am blessed. He isnt happy with those who claim him that deny meddling in my life or tell me i dont hear him and referee me to mental health. He says not 1 of you who participate in using devices that illegal just watch me And listen are innocent, nor obeying him; hence, HE does not hear your prayers…. Thank you father for speaking thru me and to them on my behalf. Amen have a nice day. I pray for you, all. 
The Pharisees Investigate the Healing
…John 9:30~32“That is remarkable indeed!” the man said. “You do not know where He is from, and yet He opened my eyes. 31We know that God does not listen to sinners,but He does listen to the one who worships Him anddoes His will. 32Never before has anyone heard of opening the eyes of a man born blind.
Thank u,Jesus for being in agreement with me, for hating lying tongues, spys, and meddlers. Yes, lord many who claim you do these things to us here in skyway, wa., esp. @ community bible fellowship. Latest experience is a man named john s. who is a member of that church. At the library he denys and lies about participating in the illegal loop, tells me i dont hear you, that what i say isnt in agreement with your word, challenges me like the pharacies did Jesus. Then makes a statement of being worried about me and you had me tell him, “worry about me? Where is to worry in alignment with gods word?” he did get caught on that and admitted.
Thank you for reminding me, that my husband will not be joshua who is not “real, but actually very dark and, you used me to shine YOUR light upon his ‘ewwww’s and more.” as YOU and names means Jesus, taught me that nobody belongs in my movie, book, another words my life if i didnt invite them in it. god, i thank u for your truth. I thank you for seeing what i tell you and knowing already. Please continue to protect me from the fakes and please keep that john s. away from me. May you bring all at community bible fellowship to their knees, begging you for forgiveness, as they refuse to be apart of this any more, and turn from their ways. god, i need your protection when it comes to humans,for i tend to be like an innocent child and believe people are on our side when they arent and u already used my brother to identify that john s. as one not sincerely for me,but just what i described above, one to challenge me. Then, just because he was wearing a t-shirt with yellow, as Joshua’s main color he uses with me, i believed he was for us, as i forgot u already told me it doesnt mean anything. I say to many they are a good guy and know they want to come to wedding, but i am wrong. Thank u for telling me i dont have to concern self who may be sincere or not, because when you have joshua pick me up, he will help me know who. thanku for him already doing that in ways. Thank u for all the rejection and “no’s” this week when i asked for help with your miracle herb for my health. For that i am blessed and you are boss. Selah
hence not 1 medication for depression ever helped. Today God reveils, it is because it wasnt coming from my inside, it was coming from acts of organized criminals via cockfighting, hell angels, their people, roger christie, nasty silvia CEO of Everett Gospel Mission, and many others…and You, Yah used me to shed YOUR light on ALL of them ww to bust…what an honor to have suffered for YOU. ONLY Anxiety meds; in which the dr.s basically refused me and ADHD Meds; in which i am not interested due to their side effects, i have ever responded to! Nothing stoped my abusers doing what they did to me, but me successfully getting away from them all 2009, and being the real me with just god and his natural medicines esp, his miracle herb marijuana.
Ambassadors for Christ
…2 Corinthians 5:16~18 So from now on we regard no one according to the flesh. Although we once regarded Christ in this way, we do so no longer. 17Therefore if anyone is inChrist, he is a new creation. The old has passed away. Behold, the new has come! 18All this is from God, who reconciled us to Himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation:…
I have never truly suffered from depression god reveals to me. I suffered from a birth Uncle Jr. Gaumond (Louis Eugene Gaumond Jr.) coaching me to tell councelors in sarcasim that I wanted to “kill, kill, kill.” when his sister, Sandra Francis Gaumound~Walters, Donald Joseph Walters were all in a plot when I was at the ages of like 15!!! to begin making it apear I was dangerous, insane, and who they really are!! LIKE omg!! WHAT GOD HAS KEPT ME ABOVE!! man of thousands purposely plotting and putting me in depressing situations thru my entire life, that God, himself gave me victory over thru my entire life, caught them all, as he rises me. victory and glory to god. I knew it, lord. Thank u 4 personally telling me. hallelujah amen
I EITHER BELIEVE ALL OF GODS WORD OR NONE OF IT..GOD IS TRUTH from my own personal experience, teachings of god, the word of god its self i honestly mental health workers and psyc meds are workers for Satan in this spiritual warfare we really live in. they are liars…sure there are a few special cases, but no! its a joke and sham of a joke….the book PIGS IN THE PARLOR may be found at a Christian book store and it teaches about the demonic spirits that work for Satan and how to cast them out. I found it exceptionally .. helpful.
Genesis 1:27Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)
27 So God created humans in his own image. He created them to be like himself.[a] He created them male and female.
2 Corinthians 5:17Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)
17 When anyone is in Christ, it is a whole new world.[a] The old things are gone; suddenly, everything is new!
Jesus ‘IS’ our Ambassador, our Advocate for Christ
Ambassadors for Christ
…2 Corinthians 5:16~18 So from now on we regard no one according to the flesh. Although we once regarded Christ in this way, we do so no longer. 17Therefore if anyone is inChrist, he is a new creation. The old has passed away. Behold, the new has come! 18All this is from God, who reconciled us to Himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation:…
for this we are blessed and sanity bestows us…..god is sanity, nothing of confusion. I find it exceptionally odd that any spiritual leader and/or believer would believe and/or support other wise. i dont know, just the messages our savior tells me and i only believe HIM.
the holy spirit just told me,”there are no special’s Satan and his workers, period. for you believe all of what i say or none of it.” the god fearing woman I am, I BELIEVE. THERE IS NO TRUTH TO DRUG ADDICTION, sex addiction, over eating addiction, shopping, working, or any of the such.. OR OTHER TEMPTATIONS..IT’S SATAN’S LIES AND BONDAGE.~~~it’s not balance with confusion~~~ Face Satan face to face and Stand up against Him; He has already this act YOU will be found……loving every minute of it.. Laughing in Satan’s face..   Yes, Lord how I am blessed for one Joshua Paul Cunning teaching me I am an artist and may safely expressssssss!!!! and, using him to be my only honest witness to this and my entire story!! Most of alllllllll thank YOuuuuu, Yah for Dover Baptist Church and it’s members who remember me and your chosen one, Joseph Donald Walters..Barber~~Iverster Blood~~the true King of San Diego, CA; especially, since they killed his father Oliver Reno Joseph Ivester *** ** 8181  March 1994!!! My son is Prince Dago~~ Give him what is legally his!! Yes, Lord you are awesome adn I am wowed only by your and your power over me and all..wowed by Jesus. I will, God can you believe they really believed they had one thing to offer me that would wow’zzz me?  lol, you say, “fooooooolzzz!” 
Mark 5:1-20New International Version (NIV)
Jesus Restores a Demon-Possessed Man
They went across the lake to the region of the Gerasenes.[a] When Jesus got out of the boat, a man with an impure spirit came from the tombs to meet him. This man lived in the tombs, and no one could bind him anymore, not even with a chain. For he had often been chained hand and foot, but he tore the chains apart and broke the irons on his feet. No one was strong enough to subdue him. Night and day among the tombs and in the hills he would cry out and cut himself with stones.
When he saw Jesus from a distance, he ran and fell on his knees in front of him. He shouted at the top of his voice, “What do you want with me, Jesus, Son of the Most High God? In God’s name don’t torture me!” For Jesus had said to him, “Come out of this man, you impure spirit!”
Then Jesus asked him, “What is your name?”
“My name is Legion,” he replied, “for we are many.” 10 And he begged Jesus again and again not to send them out of the area.
11 A large herd of pigs was feeding on the nearby hillside. 12 The demons begged Jesus, “Send us among the pigs; allow us to go into them.” 13 He gave them permission, and the impure spirits came out and went into the pigs. The herd, about two thousand in number, rushed down the steep bank into the lake and were drowned.
14 Those tending the pigs ran off and reported this in the town and countryside, and the people went out to see what had happened.15 When they came to Jesus, they saw the man who had been possessed by the legion of demons, sitting there, dressed and in his right mind; and they were afraid. 16 Those who had seen it told the people what had happened to the demon-possessed man—and told about the pigs as well. 17 Then the people began to plead with Jesus to leave their region.
18 As Jesus was getting into the boat, the man who had been demon-possessed begged to go with him. 19 Jesus did not let him, but said, “Go home to your own people and tell them how much the Lord has done for you, and how he has had mercy on you.” 20 So the man went away and began to tell in the Decapolis[b] how much Jesus had done for him. And all the people were amazed.
Lives are filled with various forms of temptations. It’s our forgiving God’s words where people can find the encouragement and strength to overcome these cravings. These Bible verses provide inspiration to overcoming the power of addiction with the faith and spirit of the Lord.
1 Corinthians 10:13-14Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)  (choices)
13 The only temptations that you have are the same temptations that all people have. But you can trust God. He will not let you be tempted more than you can bear. But when you are tempted, God will also give you a way to escape that temptation. Then you will be able to endure it.
14 So, my dear friends, stay away from worshiping idols.
1 John 2:16Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)
16 This is all there is in the world: wanting to please our sinful selves, wanting the sinful things we see, and being too proud of what we have. But none of these comes from the Father. They come from the world.
1 Corinthians 15:33Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)
33 Don’t be fooled: “Bad friends will ruin good habits.”
James 4:7Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)
So give yourselves to God. Stand against the devil, and he will run away from you.
Remember man is of flesh is of Satan. hence man has no good plans 4 me. Those in the lords army is of the spirit which rules mostly in them. Hence those of the lords army stand with god in
Jeremiah 29:11Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)
11 I say this because I know the plans that I have for you.” This message is from the Lord. “I have good plans for you. I don’t plan to hurt you. I plan to give you hope and a good future.
*-) + gods good and we are blessed as we praise only him.
Fyi: ive been like this with god since age 3. I never had to prove myself to man. Can u just imagine when i did use drugs once upon a time? I still spent my hi in his word and seeking to get out of Satan’s bondage. Finally the miracle happened and that was the point of my online testimony ’07 and this is wat i get? Put stuck in skyway? Neglected and more? Glory to our savior for not letting man turn me into a pillar of salt by making me look back! Shame shame shame on man!
hallelujah glory to our king for intervening , using Dover Baptist Church, Joshua Paul Cunning, cousins Eric and Wesley as honest witnesses on my behalf that brings only Glory to God…in acts of stomping Satan and lifting me up as he did and for JOB:
Job 42:10King James Version (KJV)
10 And the Lord turned the captivity of Job, when he prayed for his friends: also the Lord gave Job twice as much as he had before.
2008..God said to me, “Be the miracle, don’t ‘wait’ for one.” So, I obeyed
2017 Let the miracle happen of God’s divine plans for me…Let God get His glory. Amen
may i get an Amen?
😀 good nite
Isaiah 66Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)
God Will Judge All Nations
66 This is what the Lord says:
“Heaven is my throne,
    and the earth is where I rest my feet.
So do you think you can build a house for me?
    Do I need a place to rest?
I am the one who made all things.
    They are all here because I made them,” says the Lord.
“These are the people I care for:
    the poor, humble people who obey my commands.
Some people kill bulls as a sacrifice,
    but they also beat people.
They kill sheep as a sacrifice,
    but they also break the necks of dogs.
They offer up grain offerings,
    but they also offer the blood of pigs.[a]
They burn incense,
    but they also love their worthless idols.
They choose their own ways,
    and they love their terrible idols.
So I decided to use their own tricks.
    I will punish them using what they are most afraid of.
I will do this because I called to them,
    but they did not answer.
I spoke to them,
    but they did not listen.
They did what I said is evil.
    They chose to do what I did not like.”
You who obey the Lord’s commands,
    listen to what he says:
“Your brothers hated you.
    They turned against you because you followed me.
Your brothers said, ‘When the Lord shows his glory,
    then we will rejoice with you.’
    But they will be punished.”
Punishment and a New Nation
Listen! There is a loud noise coming from the city and from the Temple. It is the Lord punishing his enemies. He is giving them the punishment they deserve.
7-8 “A woman does not give birth before she feels the pain. A woman must feel the pain of childbirth before she can see the boy she gives birth to. Who ever heard of such a thing? In the same way, no one ever saw a new world begin in one day. No one has ever heard of a new nation that began in one day. But when Zion feels the pain, she will give birth to her children. In the same way, I will not cause pain without allowing something new to be born.”
The Lord says this: “I promise that if I cause you the pain of birth, I will not stop you from having your new nation.” Your God said this.
10 Jerusalem and all her friends, be happy!
    All of you who were sad for her, be happy and rejoice with her!
11 Be happy that you will receive mercy
    like milk coming from her breast.
Jerusalem’s “milk” will satisfy you!
    You will drink it and enjoy her glory.
12 This is what the Lord says:
“Look, I will give Jerusalem peace that will flow in like a river.
    Wealth from all the nations will come flowing into her like a flood.
And like little babies, you will drink that ‘milk.’
    I will hold you in my arms,
    and bounce you on my knees.
13 I will comfort you like a mother comforting her child.
    You will be comforted in Jerusalem.”
14 When you see these things, you will be happy.
    You will be free and grow like grass.
The Lord’s servants will see his power,
    but his enemies will see his anger.
15 Look, the Lord is coming with fire.
    His armies are coming with clouds of dust.
He is angry,
    and he will punish his enemies with flames.
16 The Lord will judge the people
    and will punish them with fire and his sword.
    There will be many people killed by the Lord.
17 The Lord says, “These are the people who wash themselves and make themselves pure so that they can go into their special gardens[b] to worship their idols. They follow each other into the gardens to eat meat from pigs, rats, and other dirty things. But they will all be destroyed together.
18 “They have evil thoughts and do evil things, so I am coming to punish them. I will gather all nations and all people. Everyone will be gathered together to see my Glory.[c] 19 I will put a mark on some of the people. I will send some of these saved people to the nations of Tarshish, Libya,[d]Lud[e] (the land of archers), Tubal,[f] Greece, and all the faraway lands. Those people have never heard my teachings. They have never seen my Glory. So the saved people will tell the nations about my glory. 20 And they will bring all your brothers and sisters from those other nations to my holy mountain[g] Jerusalem as an offering to the Lord. Your brothers and sisters will ride on horses, mules, camels, and in chariots and wagons. They will be like the gifts that the Israelites bring on clean plates to the Temple of the Lord. 21 I will also choose some of these people to be priests and Levites.” The Lord himself said this.
The New Heavens and the New Earth
22 The Lord says, “I will make a new world—new heavens and a new earth—that will last forever. In the same way, your names and your children will always be with me. 23 Everyone will come to worship me on every worship day; they will come every Sabbath and every first day of the month.[h] This is what I, the Lord, have said.
24 “Whoever goes out of the city will see the dead bodies of those who sinned against me. The worms eating those bodies will never die, and the fires burning them will never go out. It will be horrible to anyone who sees it.”
 The Google review the Holy Spirit had me give; mind you, this is only one place of many since I was age 12 that participated in this balderdash, that discuses God and his purpose…
Northern Wyoming Mental Health
  • 2 reviews
Mental Health Service


True brief testimony and more can be viewed in my book titled “The ‘theft’ of my 3 babies’ in google, twitter, and FB:   
A big NEGATIVE ZERO!! This place was set up prior to me ever going there. Nick with VOA insisted I go, in order for VOA to help me with my deposit for housing at Rock Trim. Andi Bell was more like my only weekly social excitement period, like a dog or old person waiting for their weekly visit and outing, and the rest of the week they are neglected and alone.
From 2012~2014! The first thing I gave her at our first visit was my proof of California, Hawaii, and Washington medical recommended licenses to use cannabis for medical conditions, “legally”.. of course, one can’t just mis~use the license and be all illegal selling and/or growing in states, not legal, as Wyoming was and is…’discretion” is a must if going to use it, but I don’t know why; THE ENTIRE TOWN SELLS IT, USES IT RECREATIONAL, ILLEGALLY, GROWS IT, PROTECTS THOSE WHO DO, AND RIPS OFF OTHERS AND PUTS ONE’S IN UNMENTIONABLE SITUATIONS TO OBTAIN. .Andi Bell even tried telling me when I moved into Hill Side Manor 2012, that the old lady neighbor was a witch from hell and will do anything to have me kicked out, So, she suggests I go smoke my herb outside at a near by walk path across and under a bridge and park. Which made no since, cause I have my home to be discreet and take my herb medication. Why would I go be a skeptical outside on a walking path?
2012~2014 Most of my appointments she picked me up to go to lunch. I thought we were working on my social skills in our environment. I insisted she go to all my doctor appointments!
Dr. Stranghn had already tossed my medical records from Texas in corner of room and made a statement that, “we had to find me d*ck” He stopped medications I did need. He told me I didn’t have foam from my tummy and chest come up. The nerologist told me that it’s a bone doctor for fibermyalgia. He also said, I didnn’t have carpool tunel in both wrists. Who ever did the carpool tunnel surgery on my Right wrist malpracticed me and injured my right arm, wrist, carpool tunnel worse. The ER played many games with me…With all that time to get good medical help, this town was already set up to be a “show” with me, quote un quote Rewena Aarstad..Battered woman and more, who loves it more than her self, who told me to go to Dr. Straghn!..
When police were called on a Gary Martin/Anderson for hitting me at his door, when I knocked to get my lighter,that one of the Sheridan police took photos of, but took 15 minutes talking to Gary in his apartment asking Gary if I was on drugs and such, not arresting Gary or nothing. I asked Andi Bell, WTH?? did that officer even take photos or just pretend? He also harassed me of what FBI, ATF I worked with: thank God for my education in Criminal Justices, because it’s unethical and illegal for an officer to harass one or ask them who the agents are and what not, I was trying to introduce my self as being one of them, not knowing the town and he was already set up to eat me.
and, Next thing I knew Gary was moving out of Rock Trim. Andi Bell and Gary were already in the illegal loop set up to devour me there..she tried getting me to get an evaluation to get on medications and even lied saying I would get more money!! I been on SSI disabled with various mental issues, tho “then” mis diagnosed and organized crime trying to keep me mis diagnosed and treated all this thim, since 1991, so I knew she was lying! Robert Howe and his gross friends even said when I first got there, “YOU cant keep your SSI here in Sheridan, WY unless your mentally ill, they don’t care if your physically disabled.”
None of it made since, because SSI’s own dr. in 2001 iin Washington or so already wrote me down for per-mentally disabled with fibromyalgia! Andi Bell and Rowena Arstad are who told me about dildo’s and masturbating is a normal stress reliever. Rowena stated her friend borrowed hers..
Andi Bell let the owners of America best value inn intimidate me and other unethical treatment, while staying there saying I couldn’t talk to other guests or the maid. IF fact, this is where the illegal loop had one BruceEdwards@FFA.Gov or something like introduce himself to me while he was getting gas and we exchanges emails..all was friendly.
Then Andi Bell called me a whore, as I was reporting the weirdos ways with me, Like Andy an army man who put me in a sexual situation to obtain my pot medicine and others! She is who said, “what is your god going to do for you now?”  
She told me one day, ” Your not normal,nor abnormal but I really don’t think you need to come see me any more. blah blah” Next thing I new she switched up completely! She even helped in surgical room put cathider in me and she didnt prep or stralize up.
She even agreed we didn’t need men and as we laughed..we were basically just joking but like honest too that maybe she and I would be good together… nothing serious tho..just laughs..
she had me on speaker if I called..I dont know who was in the room listening. She was full bore in me taking drugs and put me down saying,” oh you wont take meds that will help you, but you will take blah blah blah.” I didn’t understand what she was saying.. Why? because, my life isn’t about taking drugs..
she was shoving one’s of Satan’s traps I survived in my face: I was tricked by a black man Ray once or twice prior to god waking me up and telling me what he really was doing in being a predator of the disabled woman and what not…and, because one Gerry Stiel who drove Sheridan Access Minibus, was trying to save his own face from his participation in the illegal loop and me reporting him to one Cindy Livingston for hitting me, for drinking and smoking spice prior to work, showing photos of the hits from his fists, and a few other disturbing things about this man, but she too was also in on illegal loop to devour me, but Cindy Livingston is another report and story. She is probably in blurts thru my book and blogs.
Praise God for the spirit of HIS courageous lion that rules in me to tell of this and more..
“Proverbs 11:21Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)
21 The truth is, evil people will be punished, and good people will be set free.
 “Falalafalaawwwwwwwfalaw” sing with me~~~
SONGS GOD PUTS IN MY HEART.. ~~~“Falalafalaawwwwwwwfalaw” sing with me
 “Falalafalaawwwwwwwfalaw” sing with me
 “Falalafalaawwwwwwwfalaw” sing with me
Philippians 2:10Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)
10 God did this so that every person will bow down to honor the name of Jesus.
    Everyone in heaven, on earth, and under the earth will bow.
 “Falalafalaawwwwwwwfalaw” sing with me

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