The ‘theft’ of my 3 babies (Pt.27)

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I go to the TOP “GOD” and tell HIM and HE answers me

51 years of my life, so far and by god’s grace continuing to be robbed by Satan working through people in both hi and low places since i was in the womb to present in conspiracy to devour me as they got away with “their” true ungodly and earthly criminal acts. God is who he says he is and is returning what Satan stole from me 10 folds; tho, HIS word only promises ‘double,’ not ten folds “double for our troubles.” So, more is only even more of  blessing. Only Glory and thanks is His; It is His to be done with for His Glory and His will. His holy spirit is moving mountains now and god gets his glory! hallelujah!

Psalm 46:10Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)

10 God says, “Stop fighting and know that I am God!
    I am the one who defeats the nations;
    I am the one who controls the world.”

Ephesians 6:13-14Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)

13 That is why you need to get God’s full armor. Then on the day of evil, you will be able to stand strong. And when you have finished the whole fight, you will still be standing.

14 So stand strong with the belt of truth tied around your waist, and on your chest wear the protection of right living.

2 Corinthians 2:11Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)

11 I did this so that Satan would not win anything from us. We know very well what his plans are.

Jude 9Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)

Not even the archangel Michael did this. Michael argued with the devil about who would have the body of Moses. But Michael did not dare to condemn even the devil for his false accusations. Instead, Michael said, “The Lord punish you!”

1 Corinthians 13:13Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)

13 So these three things continue: faith, hope, and love. And the greatest of these is love.

THE ONLY ONE’S WHOM HATE MY BIG MOUTH AND/OR FEAR ME are the one’s doing wrong and whom fear god…GOD blessed me with a mouth that saves me and others, tells of Him, Glorifies Him, speaks photographic~mild autistic~childlike~honesty, and more; not ever perfect, but bold and for this HE gets glory and praise!

THE COMPANION GOD PREPARED FOR ME AND i FOR HE, comes with promises from Jesus, like the miracle is already happening, its with a man WHOM I ALREADY KNOW AND SAID I WOULD WANT TO WED, who is equipped to participate in an engagement, wedding, marriage as that in song of Solomon, that JESUS and i already have as i remain single married to him, IT’S a man who’s face, name, and voice i know and recognize as the voice for me to automatically have peace in respecting, able to be me, and listening to. A man who thanks our lord for his earthly gifts, treasures, and that of what’s his to share with the one god has him choose for a wife, being “me”, and enough to still anonymously give an uplift with structured, that enables a situation to stand on its own with faith in god, cause they know god gets the credit, not them.

Our lord made it plausible for all of them.

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it’s with a man who is in agreement with what our lord tells me and takes action. a god fearing man, equally yoked as i. I love this man I am arranged to marry for lack or better or for the perfect words.

role of a man, GOD? role of a husband, GOD ?

Ephesians 5:22-33Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)

22 Wives, be willing to serve your husbands the same as the Lord. 23 A husband is the head of his wife, just as Christ is the head of the church. Christ is the Savior of the church, which is his body. 24 The church serves under Christ, so it is the same with you wives. You should be willing to serve your husbands in everything.

25 Husbands, love your wives the same as Christ loved the church and gave his life for it. 26 He died to make the church holy. He used the telling of the Good News to make the church clean by washing it with water. 27 Christ died so that he could give the church to himself like a bride in all her beauty. He died so that the church could be holy and without fault, with no evil or sin or any other thing wrong in it.

28 And husbands should love their wives like that. They should love their wives as they love their own bodies. The man who loves his wife loves himself, 29 because no one ever hates his own body, but feeds and takes care of it. And that is what Christ does for the church 30 because we are parts of his body. 31 The Scriptures say, “That is why a man will leave his father and mother and join his wife, and the two people will become one.”[a] 32 That secret truth is very important—I am talking about Christ and the church. 33 But each one of you must love his wife as he loves himself. And a wife must respect her husband.

god say on what intimacy of him is?

1 John 2:5Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)

But when we obey God’s teaching, his love is truly working in us. This is how we know that we are living in him.

Ephesians 1:17Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)

17 I always pray to the great and glorious Father, the God of our Lord Jesus Christ. I pray that he will give you the Spirit, who will let you know truths about God and help you understand them, so that you will know him better. 

however, i remain single married to god in financial earthly poverty but rich in Jesus, as I wait upon the Lord to really change this for the better and His glory will be seen in my story of HIS will being for filled. 

James 5Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)

A Warning to Rich and Selfish People

You rich people, listen! Cry and be very sad because much trouble will come to you. Your riches will rot and be worth nothing. Your clothes will be eaten by moths. Your gold and silver will rust, and that rust will be a proof that you were wrong. That rust will eat your bodies like fire. You saved your treasure in the last days. People worked in your fields, but you did not pay them. They are crying out against you. They harvested your crops. Now the Lord All-Powerful has heard their cries.

Your life on earth was full of rich living. You pleased yourselves with everything you wanted. You made yourselves fat, like an animal ready for the day of slaughter.[a] You showed no mercy to good people. They were not against you, but you killed them.

Be Patient

Brothers and sisters, be patient; the Lord will come. So be patient until that time. Look at the farmers. They have to be patient. They have to wait for their valuable crop to grow and produce a harvest. They wait patiently for the first rain and the last rain.[b] You must be patient too. Never stop hoping. The Lord is coming soon. Brothers and sisters, don’t complain against each other. If you don’t stop complaining, you will be judged guilty. And the Judge is ready to come!

10 Brothers and sisters, follow the example of the prophets who spoke for the Lord. They suffered many bad things, but they were patient. 11 And we say that those who accepted their troubles with patience now have God’s blessing. You have heard about Job’s patience.[c] You know that after all his troubles, the Lord helped him. This shows that the Lord is full of mercy and is kind.

Be Careful What You Say

12 My brothers and sisters, it is very important that you not use an oath when you make a promise. Don’t use the name of heaven, earth, or anything else to prove what you say. When you mean yes, say only “yes.” When you mean no, say only “no.” Do this so that you will not be judged guilty.

The Power of Prayer

13 Are you having troubles? You should pray. Are you happy? You should sing. 14 Are you sick? Ask the elders of the church to come and rub oil on you[d] in the name of the Lord and pray for you. 15 If such a prayer is offered in faith, it will heal anyone who is sick. The Lord will heal them. And if they have sinned, he will forgive them.

16 So always tell each other the wrong things you have done. Then pray for each other. Do this so that God can heal you. Anyone who lives the way God wants can pray, and great things will happen. 17 Elijah was a person just like us. He prayed that it would not rain. And it did not rain on the land for three and a half years! 18 Then Elijah prayed that it would rain. And the rain came down from the sky, and the land grew crops again.

Helping People When They Sin

19 My brothers and sisters, if anyone wanders away from the truth and someone helps that person come back, 20 remember this: Anyone who brings a sinner back from the wrong way will save that person from eternal death and cause many sins to be forgiven.

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i stand alone disabled and sick the greater part of each month when im unable to provide gods miracle herb marijuana and have zero appetite them days and my body stops working right physically and mentally ; man kills me. I ask the holy spirit to send those in his troops swiftly and quickly to lift me up, enabling me mental, physical, emotional, financial, sexual, and spiritual prosperity and health, I ask in Jesus’ name with thanksgiving as tho already received. Glory to Our King and Savior.

a few eg.s of my disabilities; so, when those whom represent “ugly” offend, afflict, abuse or of the such THEY ARE DOING IT TO A DISABLED PERSON, me.


  • BELLY:

  • INTESTINES, GERD, IBS, ACID REFLUX, APIITITE, chronic over active bladder, digestive issues

  • BODY:


  • LUNGS:

  • C.O.P.D., ASTHMA, 



Jeremiah 33:6 New International Version (NIV)

“‘Nevertheless, I will bring health and healing to it; I will heal my people and will let them enjoy abundant peace and security

IN past long term arranged fake relationships I believed I was In set up by my own biological father and other family members, their friends, their friends friends and family as a first born in 1996 of the “cockfighting” worlds largest organized crime where every thing comes through and they make deals with hell angels, Hawaiian mafia, cartel, Philippians mob, and others…as I was in the womb to present 1966-2016 my entire life has been a conspiracy to “eat, devour, discredit, abuse, and more ugly to me!!!
the present conspiracy against me WAS SET UP BY THOSE IN HIGH PLACES APPROX. 2013 SHERIDAN, WY who were in on 2011 my own biological father donald walters and others like donald Ivester, N.O.R.M.L., and cartel “bait” and “set up” in getting me there in the 1st place….2011…by a Robert Howe they used to give me a fake invite…to Sheridan, WY 2011 from Texas…I, was wise to those in high and low places, tho I am slow with learning disabilities for a moment..i do catch on,,AND, I CAUGHT ONTO THE CONSPIRACY TO EAT ME IN SHERIDAN, WY AND they were so intimidated that they set up KING COUNTY LOOP before I ever knew I was going to move there in 2014 in hopes to hang me and save their own faces…the entire town..doctors, judges, sheridan police, pot dealers, seniors who own roller skate name it! ALL SET UP TO DEVOUR AND DISCREDIT ME BY OWN BLOOD FAMILY AND OF THE SUCH, BEFORE EVER GOING TO SHERIDAN, WY 2011. results? those is high places from  sheridan, wy went back with no face, brought more shame upon them selves, and I still sit “waiting upon the lord” for my arranged marriage sole mate to arrive and go live a life together, blessed by GOD.

 Isaiah 40:31 New King James Version (NKJV)

31 But those who wait on the Lord
Shall renew their strength;
They shall mount up with wings like eagles,
They shall run and not be weary,
They shall walk and not faint.

The only chance I ever had was when I took their “bait” to go to BIG ISLAND, HAWAII 2009 BUT THEY DIDN’T EXPECT ME TO SURVIVE TO TELL.  Today, we learned WW it was the Enemies of Organized Crime beginning with my roots of cockfighting and of the such, also one Joshua Paul Cunning and of HIS such crew of 2008~20096 of their illegal acts done to me back then, that they continue to do to  me today and being the for lack of better words FBI or of the such who protected Roger Christies illegal pot THC ministry set up for 8 years, and who baited me to go there in 2008…. keeping HIS mouth shut this entire 9 years as he is just stealth allowing the illegal, black balling of me, illegal acts of organized crime and retaliators to go on,never standing up, until God called him our WWW??? ONG, one dirty SAn diego Joshau Paul Cunnig and more!!! HalleluYah for saving me from maring HIM!!! only yOU tell me.. and, use me to shine the LIGHT of yOU on their dirty~done~deeds, no of me!!! 

.IN PAST RELATIONS i was who was left to play role of head of house as a homemaker/house wife lead to churches Satan used that to twist me BEING rooted in Jesus. the husbands WERE hired to cause me to appear to be not so  ROOTED OR SANE, OR whose of Christ were i got much spiritual teachings in establishing my roots in him. THE PASTORS AND OTHER SPIRITUALLY GROUNDED AND/OR TEACHER TO KEEP IT SIMPLE, were able to b fooled by Satan’s wolf dressed in lambs clothing (MY SO CALLED HUSBANDS IN THE PAST) and THEIR fake blood imitating protection of Christ blood. SATAN showed the people and pastors of such, i wasn’t stable in the word or sane and that is what my enemies wanted the pastors and such to see and thing. Satan wanted gods army to see me unstable, to the  point where the church participated  in the divorce and theft of my 3 babies 2000- present.



To this day, I don’t know them..they “hate”me regardless to the truth coming out, have no desire or natural instinct for me their mamma, and the KING COUNTY LOOP HAS THEM ON DEVICES TO VIEW ME THROUGH MONITOR but I never know when.i am just left clueless, sick, in earthly poverty, and alone with god.

Proverbs 17:12-13 New International Version (NIV)

12 Better to meet a bear robbed of her cubs
    than a fool bent on folly.

13 Evil will never leave the house
    of one who pays back evil for good.

Romans 12:19 King James Version (KJV)

19 Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord.

Peace on earth? 

Luke 2:14 King James Version (KJV)

14 Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men


Luke 12:49-56 New International Version (NIV)

Not Peace but Division

49 “I have come to bring fire on the earth, and how I wish it were already kindled! 50 But I have a baptism to undergo, and what constraint I am under until it is completed! 51 Do you think I came to bring peace on earth? No, I tell you, but division. 52 From now on there will be five in one family divided against each other, three against two and two against three. 53 They will be divided, father against son and son against father, mother against daughter and daughter against mother, mother-in-law against daughter-in-law and daughter-in-law against mother-in-law.”

Interpreting the Times

54 He said to the crowd: “When you see a cloud rising in the west, immediately you say, ‘It’s going to rain,’ and it does. 55 And when the south wind blows, you say, ‘It’s going to be hot,’ and it is. 56 Hypocrites! You know how to interpret the appearance of the earth and the sky. How is it that you don’t know how to interpret this present time?


James 1:27 New International Version (NIV)

27 Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.

now, you all know why I am only a member of the Lord’s Army, Spiritual only is the “right” way and I strive to continuously strengthen my spirituality in HIM, why I don’t worry about going to any Church, Congregation, Religion, and know that where I stand is where the true Temple and Church is. tho, I had been telling you all this for years and being a walking eg., my business and relationship with GOD really isn’t any one’s business, unless you want what I got…GOD!

James 1:26 New International Version (NIV)

26 Those who consider themselves religious and yet do not keep a tight rein on their tongues deceive themselves, and their religion is worthless.

Jeremiah 7 New International Version (NIV)

False Religion Worthless

This is the word that came to Jeremiah from the Lord: “Stand at the gate of the Lord’s house and there proclaim this message:

“‘Hear the word of the Lord, all you people of Judah who come through these gates to worship the Lord. This is what the Lord Almighty, the God of Israel, says: Reform your ways and your actions, and I will let you live in this place. Do not trust in deceptive words and say, “This is the temple of the Lord, the temple of the Lord, the temple of the Lord!”If you really change your ways and your actions and deal with each other justly, if you do not oppress the foreigner, the fatherless or the widow and do not shed innocent blood in this place, and if you do not follow other gods to your own harm, then I will let you live in this place, in the land I gave your ancestors for ever and ever. But look, you are trusting in deceptive words that are worthless.

“‘Will you steal and murder, commit adultery and perjury,[a] burn incense to Baal and follow other gods you have not known, 10 and then come and stand before me in this house, which bears my Name, and say, “We are safe”—safe to do all these detestable things? 11 Has this house, which bears my Name, become a den of robbers to you? But I have been watching! declares the Lord.

12 “‘Go now to the place in Shiloh where I first made a dwelling for my Name, and see what I did to it because of the wickedness of my people Israel. 13 While you were doing all these things, declares the Lord, I spoke to you again and again, but you did not listen; I called you, but you did not answer. 14 Therefore, what I did to Shiloh I will now do to the house that bears my Name, the temple you trust in, the place I gave to you and your ancestors. 15 I will thrust you from my presence, just as I did all your fellow Israelites, the people of Ephraim.’

16 “So do not pray for this people nor offer any plea or petition for them; do not plead with me, for I will not listen to you. 17 Do you not see what they are doing in the towns of Judah and in the streets of Jerusalem?18 The children gather wood, the fathers light the fire, and the women knead the dough and make cakes to offer to the Queen of Heaven. They pour out drink offerings to other gods to arouse my anger. 19 But am I the one they are provoking? declares the Lord. Are they not rather harming themselves, to their own shame?

20 “‘Therefore this is what the Sovereign Lord says: My anger and my wrath will be poured out on this place—on man and beast, on the trees of the field and on the crops of your land—and it will burn and not be quenched.

21 “‘This is what the Lord Almighty, the God of Israel, says: Go ahead, add your burnt offerings to your other sacrifices and eat the meat yourselves! 22 For when I brought your ancestors out of Egypt and spoke to them, I did not just give them commands about burnt offerings and sacrifices, 23 but I gave them this command: Obey me, and I will be your God and you will be my people. Walk in obedience to all I command you, that it may go well with you. 24 But they did not listen or pay attention;instead, they followed the stubborn inclinations of their evil hearts. They went backward and not forward. 25 From the time your ancestors left Egypt until now, day after day, again and again I sent you my servantsthe prophets. 26 But they did not listen to me or pay attention. They were stiff-necked and did more evil than their ancestors.’

27 “When you tell them all this, they will not listen to you; when you call to them, they will not answer. 28 Therefore say to them, ‘This is the nation that has not obeyed the Lord its God or responded to correction.Truth has perished; it has vanished from their lips.

29 “‘Cut off your hair and throw it away; take up a lament on the barren heights, for the Lord has rejected and abandoned this generation that is under his wrath.



THANK YOU, GOD FOR PAHOA BIG ISLAND HAWAII SRGT. DERR, AND HIS FRIENDS CLINTON Z. AND RANDY WITH HAWAII FBI FOR TAKING THE TIME TO DISCOVER ME..THO, THEY MESSED UP IN MANY WAYS 2009 BY NOT PUTTING ME IN A WITNESS PROTECTION PROGRAM AND WHAT NOT AND LET THIS SHERIDAN, WY~KING COUNTY LOOP BE MAKE 2014…2016 THEY ARE IN THE MOTION NOW OF MAKING IT UP TO ME. FOR THIS i AM BLESSED AND GOD IS WHOM HE SAYS HE IS. I WILL BE LIVING A LIFE SOON WITH A MAN WHOM CHOOSE ME, LOVES AND LIKES ME JUST AS i AM AND WILL PROTECT AND PROVIDE FOR ME WELL, WITH DELIGHT. with srgt.derr, Randy and Clinton Z, and TEXAS it’s as though My accomplishments were shoved in my face like a dogs nose in shit, instead of with balloons, ice sculptures, jazz, and reward money, and they allowed the Sheridan, WY~ illegal King county loop to happen!!! how lame is man? How mighty is god? may god’s truth wake them up and they stand up for god in lifting me up and keeping me safe in a good life…amen..just praying over what god promised and man of god..promised me…them three I love and I can only hope that they will be at my arranged marriage when it does happen or in my upgraded life as family and friends. Thank you, GOD FOR THE THREE SAINTS SRGT, WILLIAM DERR, RANDY AND CLINTON Z FROM HAWAII POLICE AND dea, fbi. WATCH OVER THEM AND KEEP THEIR FAMILIES SAFE. AMEN

I do know, that prior to leaving Sheridan,WY June 2014, before being lead by them by using my stolen babies, who were age 18, 2014, to bait me to king county loop that was conspiracy to  set me up to hang me :there was a fire at the Sheridan,WY court house and across the street at the DA’S office June 2014. Wendi Daniels a resident of Sheridan, WY and her sons, who pretended to befriend me prior to leaving Sheridan, WY told me, “the fire was an inside job.”

In all honesty, god and i know that my life has been long and exhausting, with all i survived to tell about, all conspiracies against me since I was in the womb to present  Sheridan, WY~king county loop, and all i knew was it wasn’t me! i know  what was and is of me and my own doings…i spent 45 years of my life seeking answers to why??? well, together we find, IT WAS COCKFIGHTING WW LARGEST ORGANIZED CRIME and of the such, being my own blood family and who they knew that brought the “ugly” to my life!! and, the TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE!  

John 8:32New International Version (NIV)

32 Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”

I didnt even know i was surviving any conspiracys against me, i thought i was just one of them good people bad things happened too AND WHOM HAD THEIR OWN STUGGLES OF SPIRITUAL ATTACKS TO STAND AGAINST.

I spent a life time to get back to my 3 babies that were stolen frm me 16 years ago, just for them to be a a part of the Sheridan,WY~king county loop to eat me and steal them again! At this point of my life, them being in my life isnt an option. They are exceptionally unhealthy for my welbeing, im 51 years old, i did the phonominal that no parent does in taking action in loving their kids and they kicked me in the face with delight and smart ass remarks as they left. They talk with those who separated us and did unmentionables to us IN 2000. They have no business viewing me on monitor. There is no place for them in my new life for them to bring insincere chaos to. I thank god for his protection over my 3 sons that Satan stole and tainted. However, i do believe in Prodigal son if they do wake up and turn their hearts to god.i cant predict the future, just what gods word says is what i know and try to live myself. I am spiritual, noT EARTHLY OR RELIGION. 

Luke 15:11-32 English Standard Version (ESV)

The Parable of the Prodigal Son

11 And he said, “There was a man who had two sons. 12 And the younger of them said to his father, ‘Father, give me the share of property that is coming to me.’ And he divided his property between them. 13 Not many days later, the younger son gathered all he had and took a journey into a far country, and there he squandered his property in reckless living.14 And when he had spent everything, a severe famine arose in that country, and he began to be in need. 15 So he went and hired himself out to[a] one of the citizens of that country, who sent him into his fields to feed pigs. 16 And he was longing to be fed with the pods that the pigs ate, and no one gave him anything.

17 “But when he came to himself, he said, ‘How many of my father’s hired servants have more than enough bread, but I perish here with hunger! 18 I will arise and go to my father, and I will say to him, “Father,I have sinned against heaven and before you. 19 I am no longer worthy to be called your son. Treat me as one of your hired servants.”’ 20 And he arose and came to his father. But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and felt compassion, and ran and embraced him andkissed him. 21 And the son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.’[b]22 But the father said to his servants,[c] ‘Bring quickly the best robe, and put it on him, and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet. 23 And bring the fattened calf and kill it, and let us eat and celebrate. 24 For this my son was dead, and is alive again; he was lost, and is found.’ And they began to celebrate.

25 “Now his older son was in the field, and as he came and drew near to the house, he heard music and dancing. 26 And he called one of the servants and asked what these things meant. 27 And he said to him, ‘Your brother has come, and your father has killed the fattened calf, because he has received him back safe and sound.’ 28 But he was angry and refused to go in. His father came out and entreated him, 29 but he answered his father, ‘Look, these many years I have served you, and I never disobeyed your command, yet you never gave me a young goat, that I might celebrate with my friends. 30 But when this son of yours came, who has devoured your property with prostitutes, you killed the fattened calf for him!’ 31 And he said to him, ‘Son, you are always with me, and all that is mine is yours. 32 It was fitting to celebrate and be glad, for this your brother was dead, and is alive; he was lost, and is found.’”

Luke 14:26 King James Version (KJV)

26 If any man come to me, and hate not his father, and mother, and wife, and children, and brethren, and sisters, yea, and his own life also, he cannot be my disciple.

Witnessing to All Nations
…MARK 13:11~13 But when they arrest you and hand you over, do not worry beforehand what to say. Instead, speak whatever you are given at that time, for it will not be you speaking, but the Holy Spirit. 12Brother will betray brother to death, and a father his child.Children will rise against their parents and have them put to death. 13You will be hated by everyone on account of My name, but the one who perseveres to the end will be saved.…
Matthew 10:21Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)

21 “Brothers will turn against their own brothers and hand them over to be killed. Fathers will hand over their own children to be killed. Children will fight against their own parents and will have them killed.

1 Peter 5:8 New International Version (NIV)

Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.

get this:  

i am not even an alcoholic, drug addict or of the sort, but Sheridan, WY wanted to save their own faces so bad in the conspiracy against me and in my catching on to them, that the vigilantes they played and the king county loop had me only having AA as one of my options to do in Skyway, so. Seattle 2014-present 2016. one Agent, ted with AA smoke screen used me like a slave! 

Ephesians 6:5-9 New International Version (NIV)

Slaves, obey your earthly masters with respect and fear, and with sincerity of heart, just as you would obey Christ. Obey them not only to win their favor when their eye is on you, but as slaves of Christ, doing the will of God from your heart. Serve wholeheartedly, as if you were serving the Lord, not people, because you know that the Lord will reward each one for whatever good they do, whether they are slave or free.

And masters, treat your slaves in the same way. Do not threaten them, since you know that he who is both their Master and yours is in heaven, and there is no favoritism with him.

HE (ted) said, “he was helping me.” NOT!!! he ASKED ME TO HELP HIM PACK HIS APARTMENT. HE TOOK MY KINDNESS FOR A WEAKNESS AND THERE WAS WAY BEYOND “JUST PACKING” TO DO. Ted didn’t feed me daily. He paid me about ONE $ an hour, pushed my beyond my physical limits..there was like an inch dust on all his items, as if somebody purposely blew it for this “punk Project” to be done to me. He told me how crazy I was in telling my story and mentioning the FBI and Hindu kings…he tried to have me go seek medical mental health care and medications..he not once has apologized..he won’t help with my medical marijuana that is the medication non traditional doctors with alternative care have said is best for me and to this day, hasn’t said “sorry or offered me at least $100 for the help I did give him in “packing”.” Since, I have back cramps and muscles spasms…my health has been worse and my DR. said, ‘never help others again! you are disabled.”  

God asks those whom are suppose to by my brother and sister in him.”why not 1 accomplishments, of your sister is honored, paying her, letting her have the life i want for her, but doing the few eg. of incarceration, judgement of her, mind games of confusion with her instead? Where are you whom claim me in this? Stand up and defeat with VICTORY in me as I use those in my ARMY to lift her up.”

Joshua 5:13-15 English Standard Version (ESV)

The Commander of the Lord‘s Army

13 When Joshua was by Jericho, he lifted up his eyes and looked, and behold, a man was standing before him with his drawn sword in his hand. And Joshua went to him and said to him, “Are you for us, or for our adversaries?” 14 And he said, “No; but I am the commander of the army of the Lord. Now I have come.” And Joshua fell on his face to the earth and worshiped[a] and said to him, “What does my lord say to his servant?” 15 And the commander of the Lord‘s army said to Joshua,“Take off your sandals from your feet, for the place where you are standing is holy.” And Joshua did so.

at smoke screen Serenity Hall AA meeting in sKyway, set up for me in the King county loop where they used me as their biggest witness to WW organized crime. Herman said at my very 1st meeting like 3 years ago, he was my lawyer, once they herded me up there, to a smoke screen aa building to use as my private court, an intervention, school, etc. i don’t really know, for I am left clueless to this day and only god tells me what I know. i know, god says, “free me, his wife”..Herman has been one blessing out of the “loop” where Satan tried to eat me and god used it to bless me instead. 

THE SHERIDAN, WY~KING COUNTY LOOP had my kids THAT WERE stolen frOm ME at age four, age 18 BY MY OWN BIOLOGICAL ROOTS AND MORE, NOT THE COURTS AND, when i returned to sincerely unite AND bond with THEM 2014; THE LOOP HAD them be insincere in uniting and bonding with me ON DEVICES AND STATING, “THEY ARE HELPING ME”. Thats code that: truth IS they are trying to hang me, when anyone claims to be there to help me. umm LETS SEE: THEM TWINS i GAVE BIRTH TO JUST WAS mocking me, not being honest with me, telling me large lies, attempting to put me in a mental institution FOR NOT STOPPING TALKING ABOUT THE PAST & we hadn’t even been with each other at that time for 16yrs, like there was no past to speak of and catch up on or unanswered questions? Lock me up for talking about the past! Wat evil the kids learned by those whom stole them as they put me in a grocery cart and filled the boys heads full of lies about their mom who taught them about jesus. I had to have them kids leave 2014 ONE TWIN AND 2015 THE OTHER. I trust god will keep me safe frm them as long as they just want to eat me their mom and communicate with the enemies who did this to us.

Ephesians 6:10 New International Version (NIV)

The Armor of God

10 Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power.

Janis wolf WHO IS ONE OF A FEW THAT TAUGHT ME SHE AND OTHERS WERE REALLY AGENTS at the SERENITY HALL, AA building IN SKYWAY SO. SEATTLE, a smoke screen to be my whatever it is, the SHERIDAN, WY~KING COUNTY ILLEGAL LOOP have me up there for, JANIS AT MY FIRST MEETING stated about my son trying to institutionalize me. Thats the way its set up as a court for me when others talk. she is another who said, SHE WAS trying to help me. HELP ME WHAT? I NEVER ASK HER FOR ANY HELP. GOD USED ME TO HELP HER WITH RUNNING ERRANDS, BUT SHE REALLY DIDN’T NEED MY HELP..IT WAS JUST A FAKE STAGE, SO THAT I COULD THINK I WAS HELPING, TO SEE HOW I AM, FOR HER TO GET TIME WITH ME TO YELL,  agitate me. GOSSIP TO ME JUST TO SEE IF I’D GO BACK TELLING “HE SAID, SHE SAID” STUFF, AND attacking my character that is really that of Christ, not carnal! JANIS WOLF Of MANY WAS A VERY BAD EXPERIENCE FOR ME AND FROM LEFT FIELD.  Her dogs as many others dogs were used to teach me about me. Another words they had the same healthy issues and being thrown out like trash by their owner. It’s nothing but insulting on how nobody has normal conversations with me. From them observing me since 2009 they learned that i was thrown out like trash by my own blood roots, victim to their doings, and that i indeed was being medically neglected..that i did have cancer, brain damage, mini strokes, and other, they know i still have a surgery or two or so and need various medical care both traditional and non, but they just leave me out here as I am just stared at as I suffer. Anyway, i have nothing nice to say about many in this Sheridan, wy ~king county ILLEGAL loop that was set up. They were all sinfully wrong in their doings…and, god doesn’t like that.

Proverbs 31:8-9 New International Version (NIV)

Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves,
    for the rights of all who are destitute.
Speak up and judge fairly;
    defend the rights of the poor and needy.

Im not a man. provider isn’t my role. Im a needy, poor, middle aged, orphaned and abandoned disabled woman who is barely able to help herself. Am i suppose to provide for men when they are’nt my boys i raised to be the role god made them to be? NO 

Romans 12:13 Contemporary English Version (CEV)

13 Take care of God’s needy people and welcome strangers into your home.

James 1:27 New International Version (NIV)

27 Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.

Am i suppose to give what i don’t have? NO! Are those who can help one up, from a situation suppose to give? YES!

Is helping another woman in need, when it takes frm me, a woman in need, putting me in a needier situation? YES! Im suppose to be wise like an ant. 

Proverbs 6:6 New International Version (NIV)

Go to the ant, you sluggard;
    consider its ways and be wise!

What tries to amaze me in a baffling way, is how this “ILLEGAL” Sheridan, WY~king county loop, for lack of better words, thats not a loop handled by god IS still happening for me to tell, as i just tell my experience with man, AS I AM waiting upon my lord

Psalm 27:14 New International Version (NIV) 1Wait for the Lordbe strong and take heart and wait for the Lord

take action in being in our lords army, stand up for him, stop the king county loop ILLEGALLY put ON me, in my own private life. ENABLING ME TO BE LIFTED UP, to share with A man who told god he wants me. LET THIS MAN TAKE ACTION AND SHOW ME AND GOD AND STOP JUST WATCHING ME OVER MONITOR. 

Proverbs 16:3 New Living Translation (NLT) Commit your actions to the Lord, and your plans will succeed.

let me CONTINUE TO share ww internet of the ugly, so much ugly i experience and see AND THE TRUTH OF GOD’S SPOKEN WORD. Those in the lords army and believers in him arent who they say they are, if they participate IN and let thIS ILLEGAL SHERIDAN, WY~”king county loop” CONTINUE: to stay simple and for lack of better words that was set up 4 me b4 i got here ’14 and TO NOW 2017.  

Ephesians 6:10-18 New International Version (NIV)

The Armor of God

10 Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 1Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. 12 For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.13 Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. 14 Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15 and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. 16 In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. 17 Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.

18 And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the Lord’s people.

James 4:7 King James Version (KJV)

Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.

never once, have i been told  BY ANY ONE IN MY LIFE OR OF THIS “SHERIDAN, WY~ ILLEGAL KING COUNTY LOOP” i have done anything criminal, but ONE man named CEDRIC THAT IS APART OF THIS “LOOP” AND GOES UP TO THE SMOKE SCREEN aa BUILDING SERENITY HALL, is THE SAME MAN WHO SET UP AGENT CHRIS RICE TO DO A “FUCK ASSIGNMENT” ON ME...MAKES STATEMENTS THAT “I GET OUT OF JAIL FREE CARD” AND THAT THEY ARE GOING TO KEEP ME.” Guess what? I don’t want to be a part of HIM or them agents or of the such that brought harm to me in this illegal sheridan, wy 2011~2014 king county loop. So, no thank you. God has better plans for me. Cedric or CD78 is a terrible experience and I pray god has mercy on him.

Revelation 12:11 New International Version (NIV)

11 They triumphed over him
    by the blood of the Lamb
    and by the word of their testimony;
they did not love their lives so much
    as to shrink from death.

Proverbs 14:22 New International Version (NIV) 2Do not those who plot evil go astray? But those who plan what is good find[a] love and faithfulness.

!!!!! my accomplishments in being of great help to those in high places appointed by god to catch those fakes who represented and participants of ww organized criminals that were and are wolves dressed in lambs clothing. instead of a ceremony that paid and lifted me up they shove all that in my face to and who im arranged to be with states,”im on probation before he and i are together as im left clueless, not well cared for, still alone with the armor of god as i walk and talk out loud to god, 24/7 humans continue to just star and watch instead of interact and help me up for realz. i stand in victory with god thru the joy of his strength. i had the courage to tell & integrity to ride side by side with fbi dea vice sheriff and police just for the dirty one’s to be stomped on by, instead of protected, upgraded, and paid for my sincere efforts, honesty, and vigorous hard work. gods word gave me that strength to be a peasant woman who goes with the boldness of a lion with courage to talk to and let know the communities god took me or rather the organized crime set up for me and lead me to in hopes to harm me and others. story of woman who had courage, me. thank you, god, jesus, the holy one. amen

How did 1 brain in the king county loop, not know that after a certain amount of time of smearing my nose in shit by showing me my accomplishments and them taking it to life threatening that i wasn’t going to go public and to god who is above all their heads?

1 John 4:4 English Standard Version (ESV)

Little children, you are from God and have overcome them, for he who is in you is greater than he who is in the world.

1 John 5:4-8 New American Standard Bible (NASB)

For whatever is [a]born of God overcomes the world; and this is the victory that has overcome the world—our faith.

Who is the one who overcomes the world, but he who believes that Jesus is the Son of God? This is the One who came by water and blood, Jesus Christ; not [b]with the water only, but [c]with the water and [d]with the blood. It is the Spirit who testifies, because the Spirit is the truth.For there are three that testify: [e]the Spirit and the water and the blood; and the three are [f]in agreement.

John 14:6 New International Version (NIV)

Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.

Psalm 57:5 New International Version (NIV)

Be exalted, O God, above the heavens;
    let your glory be over all the earth.

To bless me with rewards and a real uplift is all they had to do and now 2017 and on going, god has intervened, is showing my offenders who i am in HIM and is answering the therapist Andi Bell, in Sheridan, wy mental health clinics question to me in 2012, “what’s my god going to do for me,now?” “he is going to use my voice to shine gods truth and he is raising me up from rags to riches, as he takes many from riches to rags, that were apart of any conspiracy against me, since i was in the womb to age 50 now, with king county loop. Thats what my gods going to do for me now 2016!“i answer Andi Bell, as I ask her what’s her god going to do for her, now that she has been caught as a part of the conspiracy against me that was formed in Sheridan, WY before I ever knew Sheridan, WY existed 2011!!!??? by my own blood family and their evil associates…Donald Joseph Walters and many others! “here, Andi Bell and others like her: lets ask GOD and learn together “what is your god going to do for you, all now?” his answer is below:

Romans 1:18-32 New International Version (NIV)

God’s Wrath Against Sinful Humanity

18 The wrath of God is being revealed from heaven against all the godlessness and wickedness of people, who suppress the truth by their wickedness, 19 since what may be known about God is plain to them, because God has made it plain to them. 20 For since the creation of the world God’s invisible qualities—his eternal power and divine nature—have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that people are without excuse.

21 For although they knew God, they neither glorified him as God nor gave thanks to him, but their thinking became futile and their foolish hearts were darkened. 22 Although they claimed to be wise, they became fools 23 and exchanged the glory of the immortal God for images made to look like a mortal human being and birds and animals and reptiles.

24 Therefore God gave them over in the sinful desires of their hearts to sexual impurity for the degrading of their bodies with one another.25 They exchanged the truth about God for a lie, and worshiped and served created things rather than the Creator—who is forever praised.Amen.

26 Because of this, God gave them over to shameful lusts. Even their women exchanged natural sexual relations for unnatural ones. 27 In the same way the men also abandoned natural relations with women and were inflamed with lust for one another. Men committed shameful acts with other men, and received in themselves the due penalty for their error.

28 Furthermore, just as they did not think it worthwhile to retain the knowledge of God, so God gave them over to a depraved mind, so that they do what ought not to be done. 29 They have become filled with every kind of wickedness, evil, greed and depravity. They are full of envy, murder, strife, deceit and malice. They are gossips, 30 slanderers, God-haters, insolent, arrogant and boastful; they invent ways of doing evil; they disobey their parents; 31 they have no understanding, no fidelity, no love, no mercy. 32 Although they know God’s righteous decree that those who do such things deserve death, they not only continue to do these very things but also approve of those who practice them.

Proverbs 24 New International Version (NIV)

Saying 20

24 Do not envy the wicked,
    do not desire their company;
for their hearts plot violence,
    and their lips talk about making trouble.

Saying 21

By wisdom a house is built,
    and through understanding it is established;
through knowledge its rooms are filled
    with rare and beautiful treasures.

Saying 22

The wise prevail through great power,
    and those who have knowledge muster their strength.
Surely you need guidance to wage war,
    and victory is won through many advisers.

Saying 23

Wisdom is too high for fools;
    in the assembly at the gate they must not open their mouths.

Saying 24

Whoever plots evil
    will be known as a schemer.
The schemes of folly are sin,
    and people detest a mocker.

Saying 25

10 If you falter in a time of trouble,
    how small is your strength!
11 Rescue those being led away to death;
    hold back those staggering toward slaughter.
12 If you say, “But we knew nothing about this,”
    does not he who weighs the heart perceive it?
Does not he who guards your life know it?
    Will he not repay everyone according to what they have done?

Saying 26

13 Eat honey, my son, for it is good;
    honey from the comb is sweet to your taste.
14 Know also that wisdom is like honey for you:
    If you find it, there is a future hope for you,
    and your hope will not be cut off.

Saying 27

15 Do not lurk like a thief near the house of the righteous,
    do not plunder their dwelling place;
16 for though the righteous fall seven times, they rise again,
    but the wicked stumble when calamity strikes.

Saying 28

17 Do not gloat when your enemy falls;
    when they stumble, do not let your heart rejoice,
18 or the Lord will see and disapprove
    and turn his wrath away from them.

Saying 29

19 Do not fret because of evildoers
    or be envious of the wicked,
20 for the evildoer has no future hope,
    and the lamp of the wicked will be snuffed out.

Saying 30

21 Fear the Lord and the king, my son,
    and do not join with rebellious officials,
22 for those two will send sudden destruction on them,
    and who knows what calamities they can bring?

Further Sayings of the Wise

23 These also are sayings of the wise:

To show partiality in judging is not good:
24 Whoever says to the guilty, “You are innocent,”
    will be cursed by peoples and denounced by nations.
25 But it will go well with those who convict the guilty,
    and rich blessing will come on them.

26 An honest answer
    is like a kiss on the lips.

27 Put your outdoor work in order
    and get your fields ready;
    after that, build your house.

28 Do not testify against your neighbor without cause—
    would you use your lips to mislead?
29 Do not say, “I’ll do to them as they have done to me;
    I’ll pay them back for what they did.”

30 I went past the field of a sluggard,
    past the vineyard of someone who has no sense;
31 thorns had come up everywhere,
    the ground was covered with weeds,
    and the stone wall was in ruins.
32 I applied my heart to what I observed
    and learned a lesson from what I saw:
33 A little sleep, a little slumber,
    a little folding of the hands to rest—
34 and poverty will come on you like a thief
    and scarcity like an armed man.

Proverbs 24:17 Don’t Be Envious of Evil Men
16For a righteous man falls seven times, and rises again, But the wicked stumble in time of calamity.17Do not rejoice when your enemy falls, And do not let your heart be glad when he stumbles; 18Or the LORD will see it and be displeased, And turn His anger away from him.…( one eg. why i am a god fearing woman)


1 John 4:4 New International Version (NIV)
4 You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world.

THE FIRE OF THE HOLY SPIRIT THOUGH faith of a mustard seed Matthew 17:20New International Version (NIV)

20 He replied, “Because you have so little faith. Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.”


I was asked by a stranger who gave me a lift up the hill when walking who is in on the loop of wat man does to me , “are you reaching anyone by blogging, reaching out for help telling your story?” my answer is,”no. Does it look like it? I wear the same clothes i clean my toilet with as i rely upon god and the power of the holy spirit and live in earthly poverty keeping hi morals; for i am a woman who fears the lord, not man.” he said,”it was nice to meet you. Keep telling your story. I hope to see you again.” i said,”same to you. Have a nice day.” and we parted


Matthew 6New International Version (NIV)

Giving to the Needy
“Be careful not to practice your righteousness in front of others to be seen by them. If you do, you will have no reward from your Father in heaven.
“So when you give to the needy, do not announce it with trumpets, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and on the streets, to be honored by others. Truly I tell you, they have received their reward in full. But when you give to the needy, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, so that your giving may be in secret. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.
The Rich Man and Lazarus 
Luke 16:20
19Now there was a rich man dressed in purple and fine linen, who lived each day in joyous splendor.20And abeggar named Lazarus lay athis gate,covered with sores21and longing to be fed with the crumbs that fell from the rich man’s table. Even the dogs came and licked his sores.…
Titus 1:10–14
 For there are many rebellious men, empty talkers and deceivers, especially those of the circumcision, who must be silenced because they…
10 aFor there are manybrebellious men, cempty talkers and deceivers, especially dthose of the circumcision,
11 who must be silenced because they are upsettingawhole families, teachingbthings they should not teach cfor the sake of sordid gain.
12 One of themselves, a prophet of their own, said, “aCretans are always liars, evil beasts, lazy gluttons.”
13 This testimony is true. For this reason areprove them bseverely so that they may be csound in the faith,
14 not paying attention to Jewish amyths andbcommandments of men whocturn away from the truth.
today: God, our father, Jesus his son, and the holy spirit being his power just confirmed his promises to me that, “yes, he is using those of him on earth to raise me up to the position of being an earthly queen and his vengeance is upon every participant out to devour me in any conspiracy loop since i was in the womb to now, the Sheridan,wy~king county loop, including kids who were fully aware of what they were participating in and those who claim his name that participated and didn’t stand up for him; only bringing more harm to me his earthly abandoned daughter.” in god I trust. 
Psalm 56:11 New International Version (NIV)

11 in God I trust and am not afraid.
    What can man do to me?

Job 42 New International Version (NIV)
42 Then Job replied to the Lord:

“I know that you can do all things;
    no purpose of yours can be thwarted.
You asked, ‘Who is this that obscures my plans without knowledge?’
    Surely I spoke of things I did not understand,
    things too wonderful for me to know.

“You said, ‘Listen now, and I will speak;
    I will question you,
    and you shall answer me.’
My ears had heard of you
    but now my eyes have seen you.
Therefore I despise myself
    and repent in dust and ashes.”

After the Lord had said these things to Job, he said to Eliphaz the Temanite, “I am angry with you and your two friends, because you have not spoken the truth about me, as my servant Job has. So now take seven bulls and seven rams and go to my servant Job and sacrifice a burnt offering for yourselves. My servant Job will pray for you, and I will accept his prayer and not deal with you according to your folly. You have not spoken the truth about me, as my servant Job has.” So Eliphaz the Temanite, Bildad the Shuhite and Zophar the Naamathite did what theLord told them; and the Lord accepted Job’s prayer.
10 After Job had prayed for his friends, the Lord restored his fortunes and gave him twice as much as he had before. 11 All his brothers and sisters and everyone who had known him before came and ate with him in his house. They comforted and consoled him over all the trouble the Lordhad brought on him, and each one gave him a piece of silver[a] and a gold ring.
12 The Lord blessed the latter part of Job’s life more than the former part. He had fourteen thousand sheep, six thousand camels, a thousand yoke of oxen and a thousand donkeys. 13 And he also had seven sons and three daughters. 14 The first daughter he named Jemimah, the second Keziah and the third Keren-Happuch. 15 Nowhere in all the land were there found women as beautiful as Job’s daughters, and their father granted them an inheritance along with their brothers.
16 After this, Job lived a hundred and forty years; he saw his children and their children to the fourth generation. 17 And so Job died, an old man and full of years.
For this i am blessed and god is who he says he is. Hallelujah praises to the king of kings, Jesus! Amen 

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