The ‘theft’ of my 3 babies (Pt.34)

I place this Cyber warming: this “Testimony” is only for viewer to view, not disfrigerate (take apart/change), copy paste, edit, mend, take ideas from for books, to use as a reason to take retaliation out on me or my grievances, movies or other entertainment. This testimony and all my blogs are of my owner ship only. All other parties may not pass on or use against me; it’s my testimony with the protection of Jesus as the author and my redeemer; deliverer of HIS promises, “enjoy viewing my story of God’s Grace and “hand” on my “nightmare” life and Victor of “HIS earthly good life” HE is rewarding me with. That YOU will all know is happening, because “this” part of my “testimony” of a “no life” with God will be over. Then, sing “hallelujah” for me please, praising Jesus, Our Lord for His faithfulness and putting an end to any neglected, oppressed life of Satan’s will for me and enabling me to Fly in the life that is “God’s will” for me.. Thank you. Amen

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Medicaid Dr.s, both M.D.s and of the like and mental health, participated and were paid off to neglect me, diagnosis me on paper, institutionalize, do malpractice me by: Organized crime starting with my own roots of ‘cockfighting’ born to Donald Joseph Walters is acts in many illegal acts done to and with me, for and with money, unknown to me, “clueless” what’s their favorite name; esp. Jonathan Barber liked to call me, with much law and order and 2008~ 5.1.17 and until it’s stopped and I am lifted up, the 2% God had me report in being a voice as my own advocate, like now with this, and for the less fortunate of the like or worse, in what I experienced and survived only because of ‘super`natural beings divine authorization and protecting hands over me..when it was all retaliators I survived!! and, God allowed them do to for HIS Glory!! Victory is in HIM; my rewards are only going and are from HIM!! For HE was and IS the only one worth it, as HIS word says! NO, man, no HU’man is, nor can compare..Thank You, Jesus.. I surely love you..Amen
 THIS IS A VERY ‘BRIEF’ TESTIMONY..THE IS MUCH SINCE, I CAN REMEMBER AND EVEN IN THE MIDDLE WITH ONE, ERIK HALL, MARRIED TO ONE, KAREN SUSANE WALTERS..BONTIA, CA“IMPERIAL BEACH, CA..2003, FLASLY HAD ME PUT IN 3RD AVE. MENTAL FACILITY, STATING TO INTAKE, “I WAS HULICINATIN. HAVING MANY MENTAL ISSUES, HAVE NO PLACE TO LIVE, I BELIEVE THE ‘HELL ANGELS/DAGO MOB’ IS HARMING ME. THAT IT WAS ALL FALSE, THAT I AM NEEDING TO BE ADMITTED AND PUT ON PSYCH MEDS..””””  that was only one eg..and, he was my brother in law.. ‘enjoying his part all the years… 

Here is the holy spirit lead stories of “I was correct the entire time; like, in Terminator how she was correct~~~not insane after all..

update 3.30.17 yellow is the color used for the victory, glory of God and the golden streets to heavens pearly gates…so, I use yellow as Victory of the Lord is being done..
A VERY BRIEF TESTIMONY TO THE ENTIRE STORY AND MY EXPERIENCES TO THIS DAY. to have the best idea of my blogs and what I am sharing it is best to view all of them. NO I am not a crazy mental~~~this is all true and only God, a super natural being kept me alive with brains to tell of his majestic powers and hands on my entire life…Glory is only HIS, I am only HIS wife.
In 2007, I wrote my testimony. In it I put how at age 12 1978 I, out of a scream for help, went into the nurses office at school and took a kids “riddling” medication. My biological parents evidently signed me up in an “illegal” conspiracy with mental and medical field. (to save their own faces I safely guess and keep focus on me, instead of them) They didn’t have me go to the Adolescent mental facility in chula Vista. They had me put on the 6th floor in the adult ward at Paradise Valley Hospital in National City, CA.I also, wrote about being coached into telling mental health I wanted to kill, kill, kill by my biological uncle Jr. GAumond. It’ was suppose to be sarcasm to them….and, not taken serious, because, it was Sandra Francis Walters and Donald JOseph Walters who are the nutts and abusers of me as a child all the way to this “illegal” king county loop 2016.
I put how in 1995 and 1988 I was in car wreaks and scared I was going to get in trouble, I faked being more hurt than was and “ignorant” Doctors and Emergency had life flight get me………my point of that was..that was the only times I played them and after all the years of schooling they go attend to be doctors, not one knew. Today, we find them two care crashes were also set up by my biological parents. In fact, they went to the wrong hospital and denied brain surgery on me, when the left side of my brain showed swelling. I was just a kid…..those were my only acts of insincerity…the organized crime blew it up into that was me…..and, turned a pebble into a mountain of lies… 
1991, I flipped out…had my 1st nervous brake down. they had me so medicated up…I hate pills and of the such. They labeled me things that I am not…and, the trail followed me my entire life….they gave me medications that gave me brain damage, strokes, and blinded me. I refuse almost all medical and mental health medications and marijuana is for me and safest..authorized by God, himself in 2008. The only medication that I ever responded to, but to this day they do not give me to be my best is any for anxiety and that is it! NOt one medication stopped the abuse, neglect, etc.that I was under going by people whom claimed to love me and/or their associates and compadres. 
1993, I married Jonathan Joel Barber, hired by Dago Mob HA and of the such to purposely drive me insane and steal my babies…all out of retaliation for me standing up to all of them….and, not being one of them. I didn’t know this to be a fact, until my peeps in high places discovered me and got to the truth. I had every specialist one can have….medically, that is….I only was made and coached to be in mental hospitals and of the such by my biological parents and Jonathan Barber….I am just fine, alone with God and away from them people….who are the real mentally crazies! 2002, One of Jonathan’s complaints about me in the divorce papers is that I was a medical expense for him that he didn’t want, because I really did need them specialist (lung, Gastro, OBGYN, neurologist for a few eg.)
2002, when they succeeded in stealing my babies via intimidation and put me in a grocery cart doing unmentionables to all of us Imperial beach Clinic, CA became my main doctors…they played games with me, but for the most part they were helping. Except for the mental doctors. Paradise Valley hospital was still signed on since 1978 to do corrupt treatment with me and keep me in the institution (just for me to have been correct, like in movie “terminator.”) The medical doctor that saw me their in 2002 said I had Hep C! When I had just spent the last year doing a 20% success rate treatment with a Dr. in Mt. Vernon 2001 and I was a success….they played me with that all the way to Skyway, WA 2014. 
2009, I moved to Hawaii. OMG!!! One doctor wanted to just cut 1?2 my breast off and I stood up to him; in which, then he passed my name onto other doctors who didn’t want to help me. I told him he was an *sshole or of the such..NO, i never needed my breast cut off. 2015, Seattle doctor removed what was there, but it was so easy and small. I began being neglected bad. Hawaii hurt my health. I had been exposed to so much hazardous waste living there, that I am to this day contaminated by a bacteria. The mental health there oddly was the only one’s who treated me right with just an anxiety medication, that got results. I took correctly and their trust was important to me, so I may be my best and on correct medication. NOt once, did I abuse it. 
2010, by a ‘cry wolf’ cry of one of my stolen babies I made an emergency  move to ?Everette, WA. Now, they messed with my anxiety medication. The medical field just tossed me around. I was sooo sick; esp. after Hawaii’s neglect and bacteria. 
2011, I moved to Texas in which, 2014 I recognized the nurse here with Dr. Cherry or somebody in King county….following me form state to state..??? WTH?? They had it where It took 2 hours on the bus to get to the Dr., so alone, poverty, and very sick literally by the time I arrived to Dr. I was all over the map. Irvine, Texas I had bad head things going on and migraines. One of the ER rooms were denying me the shot for migraines as IF I were playing. i knew this and left a note to the Dr. that she was a joke and I walked out of ER. MY regular doctor had an MRI done and LIED…saying it showed no mini strokes…OK, then why in 2006 did the neurologist in San Diego, CA take my driver license way and confirm that it was the psych meds I never needed that caused the mini strokes? HE refereed me to a neurologist. 
OMG!!!! 2011, October the organized crime via biological people, Dago Mob, and one Roger Christie in retaliation for me standing up to them and against them, not being one of the, used a Robert Howe and his uncle to encourage me to an invite to Sheridan, WY. I was told by a Rowena a resident there that the Sheridan, WY  medical field there was to put on a show. Little did I know they and she has already signed up to eat me, there in Sheridan, WY. Robert Howe did all he could to get me into mental health and the only way VOA would help me get housing was IF I went to see Andi Bell a therapist at Wyoming mental health. That woman had the gull to tell me I was a whore and asked me what my god was going to do for me. 
The 1st medical doctor I say there was a Dr. Straughn refered to me by Rowena Aarstad. I was going to establish Dr.~patient relations, get refills from Texas and gave him the referral from the MRI for a neurologist. He tossed it in the corner of the room. He told me I didn’t have foam in my lungs. He took me off medications that I needed and was on since 2005 with San Diego. The 2nd and last vistit he stated we needed to find me “d*ck” and refused to help me.  
I told Andi Bell the therapist. She is such a good liar that I believed she had my best interest at heart and I could trust her. I at this point asked her to accompany me on all my doctor appointments, due to the doctors messing with me, not properly caring for me, etc. I asked her!!!!!!! One doctor did carpel tunnel surgery to only harm me more. One doctor did hemorrhoid surgery just to harm me more. As I was needing a catheter 2 days or so after surgery, Andi Bell a therapist helped the nurse and there was no sterilizing. Dr. Roberts my regular doctor, recommended by Andi  Bell wouldn’t even see or talk to me, as if Andi Bell legally was who said I had to have somebody with me, due to me lying to them and being out of character; in which, I was really just not taking their cr*p and standing up to them, like I did doctor in Hawaii who wanted to take half my breast! Other doctors there told me it was anxiety when it was bed bugs eating my moles from the Rock Trim apartments. The neurologist there told me it’s bone doctors for fibermyalgia, not a neurologist. OMG!!! these are just a few eg.s… 
lets see Dr. Roberts supposedly got sick and now they tossed me from Dr. to Dr. never ever helping me; another doctor there took me off Klonipin for my anxiety, in accusing that I neglected it! I didn’t and I took less than prescribed, as the residents who sold pot (my 2008~present Dr. recommended in approved States and I am licensed for; and, I gave Andi Bell copies of my Cali, Hawaii, and WA approved licenses…tho, illegal in Wyoming..IF< anything happened a good lawyer could prove It was medical.) As they traded me my pills for pot, cause that helped me more and increased my apatite. That woman Dr. yelled at me, refused anxiety medication for me and stated, “she would never put me on medical marijuana! and, she is from Washington, supposedly. Andi Bell yelled at me for giving the medical staff “tude”. Sheridan Wyoming almost killed me…the medical field neglected me sooo much…they knew I had cancer and other things…OMG!! they tried hard to get me as a drug addict with the pot, did illegal drug testing….and, intimidated me. The last Dr. I saw was a man and he intimidated me..having me explain to him I was going to WA to reunite with my sons who were stolen. I even had to show him a photo. He sneakingly tried to put me on a psych med for Bi-polar that is a med that gave me mini strokes 2005 and that I don’t respond to or need.  
As I said, this is a brief testimony and I am going to move on from there.
2014, I am herded to King County already set up to devour me. Now, the word was that I lie to the doctors, instead of it was I who asked for Andi bell to accompany me at my visits die to the doctors malpractice me and such…all from 1980’s couple of times and coaching to do so..all by Dago Mob Ha and my own blood that I have been trying to have nothing to do with since 1993 when I got clean and with Jonathan Barber.
2014, Illegal king county loop to this day has the doctors on monitors during my visits. Dr. Cherry was in with my one son that insincerely united with me to eat me; in almost having my put in a mental institution! One good thing is my Hawaii roots had their own Doctors on me, tooo and I have gotten some help since 2014, but need more and am still neglected! A Dr. Tiecher gasto doctor 2015 did something for me, had something to do with cancer and giving me like a cordozon injection or of the sort in my insides, nerves, muscles, and more. (all said with a lack of better words and they keep me clueless. I only know what I know.) 
2015 DR. Dunkin a gastronologist, medicaid pays in Burien, WA took Dr. Teichers patients if they didn’t want to move with Dr. Tiecher. When I and a lady friend, whom is a part of this “illegal” king county loop took the time to take me to start care with Dr. Dunkin, Dr, Dunkin pretended he didn’t know of me, he stated,”he doesn’t get dr. tiechers records of his old patients,” he gave me the run around, he refused to approve injection, God told me this Dr. Dunkin was going to be more of a stress for me and to not bother with him, and to just walk away. So, I did. I physically suffer with no care. I have IBS, GERD, DIGESTIVE ISSUES, ACID REFLUX I NEED SURGERY FOR, BOWEL MOVEMENT PROBLEMS, AND ETC….i HAVE HAD IT SINCE AGE 19 OR SO….i BEGAN SEEING THE gASTROLOGIST SPECIALIST IN DOVER, NEW HAMPHSIRE ON MY x~HUSBANDS INSURANCE 1994 OR SO…i SEEN ONE IN mT.Vernon 1999~2001 and mostly have been tossed around since…saw one in 2005 National City, cA on medicaid. I seek health and I get Much neglect. I am a walking medical miracle in the care of pretty much just GOD and God promises me HE knows what HE is doing…and, restored health in this body is a promise. Today, I am unable to carry a bag of top ramen without it tearing my liver, intensins, etc. up….and, the holy spirit said, “exploit the evil one’s” so here I am… 
3.30.17 I still remain neglected by the medical field, untreated, as I wait upon the Lord to lift me up into sooooo much better, into the good life I worked hard to be taken by HIM for HIM, as HE told me in 2002 that he was going to do with me..
God Blesses Job
JOB 42:9~11 So Eliphaz the Temanite and Bildad the Shuhite and Zophar the Naamathite went and did as the LORD told them; and the LORD accepted Job. 10The LORDrestored the fortunes of Job when he prayed for his friends, and the LORD increased all that Job had twofold. 11Then all his brothers and all his sisters and all who had known him before came to him, and they ate bread with him in his house; and they consoled him and comforted him for all the adversities that the LORD had brought on him. And each one gave him one piece of money, and each a ring of gold.…   http://biblehub.com/job/42-10.htm
2 Corinthians 4:6 New International Version (NIV)
For God, who said, “Let light shine out of darkness,”[a] made his light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of God’s glory displayed in the face of Christ.https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=2%20Corinthians%204:6
ERV
Isaiah 45:7
I made the light and the darkness. I bring peace, and I cause trouble. I, the Lord, do all these things.  https://www.biblegateway.com/verse/en/Isaiah%2045%3A7 
 ERV
Philippians 2:15
so that you will be blameless and pure, children of God without any fault. But you are living with evil people all around you, who have lost their sense of what is right. Among those people you shine like lights in a dark world,      https://www.biblegateway.com/verse/en/Philippians%202%3A15
What God just personally said to me:
Psalm 119Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)
Aleph[a]

119 Great blessings belong to those who live pure lives!
    They follow the Lord’s teachings.
Great blessings belong to those who follow his rules!
    They seek him with all their heart.
They don’t do wrong.
    They follow his ways.
Lord, you gave us your instructions
    and told us to always obey them.
How I wish I could be more faithful
    in obeying your laws!
Then I would never feel ashamed
    when I look closely at your commands.
The more I understand how fair your laws are,
    the more sincerely I will praise you.
I will obey your laws,
    so please don’t leave me!   https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Psalm+119&version=ERV 

they leave me clueless, Lord and get paid to do this neglect.
I fired Dr.Cherry 2015.
Today, Dr. Sundin is my Dr. and HE DOESN’T DO A THING, BUT NEGLECT ME AND GET MECIAD TO PAY HIM. HE TELLS ME THINGS LIKE CHANGE YOUR UNDERWEAR DAILY. HE GAVE NO CONCERN TO MY BRAIN OR BODY AFTER A HATE CRIME ATTACK. HE HASSLE ME TO COME IN TO SEE HIM OR HE WONT REFILL MY copd MEDICINE. hE NOT ONCE HAS HELPED ME. i AM IN AND OUT OF uRGENT  cARE; reNTON,wa. tHEY ARE IN on the ‘illegal’king county loop! 
dr sundin in Renton, WA  wont even write paper up stating that due to my ms, fibermyalgia, anxiety, prone to much infection, acid reflux, hypertension, urinary track problems, etc. extreme medical complicated health issues it be best that the access bus pick me up for dr. Appointments. Hence, im not able to get the medical care i need because riding the bus will only have my physical conditions and anxiety off the charts by the time i arrived to dr appointments. So, i get no care and remain sick. dr. Sundin is a waste of my time. He took me off medications i been on since ’05 like sever athletes feet where its under my toenails and i have to treat it daily or nails fall of. He said,”he dont see it so it dont exist.he says same thing when i have infection and he dont see it. Not once has this dr helped me and i end up in urgent care. I am on poverty level income and due to him not willing to write me scripts medicaid pays for i have to pay out of pocket for store shelf. The illegal loop treated me as a hypochondriac,they tried passing my deep inner on going infections on me menopausing and i haven’t pre menopaused yet. Not 1 hot flash have i had and antibiotic always helps me. Since illegal king county loop stole and destroyed my car im unable to get out of skyway. 
case # C16-012986 Deputy Don Scherck king county Sheriffs 516 Thrid Ave Seattle, WA took the report…..I had woken up that morning to go get in my car to go to a meeting and my Honda civic had been stolen and gutted and destroyed where it was found just basically around the corner from where I live…..I have no clue why they did that to me, except for one of the neighbors that live in my same building, is a twin, mother Teresa lives at greentree too, he creeps me out and he had been ringing my door bell at mid night…i do not know him or talk to him and i called 911. Next I knew my car was stolen and destroyed…that is all I know..Deputy Sherck stated that bad people victimize and that the criminals have more rights…I am more than sure the same group of people who live in same apartments and are street did this. Just last week as I was walking one stated that it’s been 6 months since and why would he be keeping track? So, residence at greentree and the King county sheriff’s know who did it. Needless to say, I realistically am in poverty and have been using my disabled body and feet for transportation, in which doesn’t get me too far and I have no funds to buy another. Nobody has gotten in trouble for the theft and destruction of my car.  
My health is so bad that for last 4 months i barely eat $120 in food; of course, im not able to afford proper food and supplements for my medical conditions. The only time i eat and have normal bowel movements is when im able to inhale my medical marijuana. Im left to trust gods instructions in paying bills and buy legally in state of Washington where I live, my herb, as i go in faith that god wont let man sell me fake to low grade, but prior to Jesus intervening over 3 months ago a Hindu African self made american football star king i was arranged to marry that had a fake ghl marijuana store in skyway in grocery outlet parking lot named fil had illegal king county loop sell me fake to low grade for almost 3 years. Dependent on god not man god provides me with funds to legally and dr recommended since ’08 my herb that lasts no more than 1st 2 wks of month, with no help to speak of the rest of month. I am about life and health and this illegal loop set up my entire life as retaliation by my own biological father Donald j. Walters via cockfighting as getting me back for having courage to get self help and tell on him. Just sick how cruel evil gross how many people will be mislead & sell their ethics for dirty money and help retaliate wen its not even their fight.
These people in high places who are suppose to have my back are so concerned as to if i want life or not,that they dont hear or see that health and a life is all i scream about since 2000 when they stole my kids and dago mob ha put me in a grocery cart as they continue to oppress,neglect me and not make it plausible for me to get proper care and my main herb medicine to be healthy and have a life. That makes no logical or spiritual sense that i comprehend. Gods will be done cuz its is anyway.god rules this universe. Not our flesh. The demons of Satan in this invisible spiritual warfare never stop attacking us. I am grateful to have god on my side.
All the illegal loops do to me is slowly kill me, give me nervous brake downs, judge me, cause me mini strokes and seizures. There is no life adding, uplifting me as they toy with me as a project. as for a companion i been holding out for one of god since ’08 as i do my own things god has me do. Not 1 man of god has applied song of solomn to me, at least plays secret admire daily during waiting period to be together in arranged marriage, meets my terms of what god tells me he will do, and its spirit crushing to point that i yell, express as a frustrated autistic person and then they judge me and think im not ready. Just a bunch of ungodly neglect etc.
The illegal loops in my life to now infringe on my amendment rights, civil rights, american citizen rights, renter rights and who are the one’s getting away with braking city, county, state, and federal laws in their ways with me: not to mention gods laws too. I am a christian Jew, not a Pharaoh Jew. In Jesus’ name i testify to my experience in this cruel world. For this i am blessed and god is good. Hallelujah! 
Then, after 50 on going years of this and my life long screaming for a life, health, help up they question my desire for Christ to call my spirit home out of this body as “suicidal,” instead of the truth that i just kno gods will isn’t for me to be their government project they neglect. I have eternal life thru Jesus. I dont have to impress or earn gods love or Jesus’ friendship. I just have to do certain things to hang with jesus and if im ready for him, im more than ready for a man of god. IF, it is really “D,” then show yourself to be such a God fearing~loving man and take action in going out of your way, on my/God’s terms~~~~apply Song of Solomon, follow the direct map I don’t keep YOU clueless about in winning me, play secret admire, not monster, end the “illegal” monitoring  and Loops on me, show up, uplift me, and get this life on…or  just go away. I have been holding out for such a man of GOD, not what I already had by illegal conspiracies all my life..”monsters who drain me and only bring out the worst in me.” Nothing about such a person is of GOD… 
My natural Doctors that I can’t afford know all my true physical and mental conditions. like MS, fibermyalgia, adhd, anxiety, tendinitis, brain damage, and others… 
Be Merciful to Me, God
…Psalm 56:10~12 In God, whose word I praise, In the LORD, whose word I praise, 11In God I have put my trust, I shall not be afraid. What can man do to me? 12Your vows are binding upon me, O God; I will render thank offerings to You.… http://biblehub.com/psalms/56-11.htm
This woman Jina woodruff; aka is apart of the 2014 ~present “illegal” king County loop and the stealing of my originally stolen babies in 2000, as they participate, she judged me as being negative in these ungodly, unworthy situations and smiles knowing she participates and knows where my kids are…They both claim Jesus as their savior and sold out to do these crimes to me. Jon, obviously has a conscious and has been my #1 experience of not misleading me, as he walks a thin line of participating for the Illegal loop and standing up for Christ. Just sad… I love him as a loyal brother, but as for his wife Jina she is a lying, judgmental “b!” and has no fruits for me. When Jina thought I was bisexual she refused to work with me in the “illegal” king county fake AA rooms as a personal friend, instead of her husband…I am not bisexual, but I did get to see her judgmental heart. They get free riding lessons and other things for their kids as part of their reward in participating in “illegal” loops. and, she is my FB friend.. not, she is just a spy. Jina is also who told me it was FBI Hawaii Clinton Z. and Randy who were behind arranging a husband for me, taking notice in me, choosing me, and discovering me. That was last year and I am still here undergoing all this. She claims to have same health issues as me, but there is no way she can do the physical things she does, IF she did. or, she would be as me.
It is very hard on my entire well being, life and spiritual crushing, and only because of GOD do I have strength to walk, talk, and tell. ONLY GOD is faithful to me, my HERO, and worthy.
“I bind this testimony in the blood of Jesus. For what I share is lead by the one and only HOLY SPIRIT, NOT ME; for I know the difference. Satan may not distort my experience, perception, truth, or testimony. In the name of Jesus. Amen” 
these people’s problems~our/their sin separates us/them from God.
Romans 3:23Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)
23 All have sinned and are not good enough to share God’s divine greatness.   https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Romans+3%3A23&version=ERV
God’s solution to their problems brought on me and all our problems in real life ~ Christ’s death paid for all sin of all, being fully God and man.
Romans 5:8Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)
But Christ died for us while we were still sinners, and by this God showed how much he loves us.   https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Romans%205:8
repent, receive, take action
God’s solution of sacrificing His Son’s blood is a gift to us and can’t be “earned” but needs to be “received” by “faith;” Hence, why would I have to “earn or impress” a man of God whom really is serious about making me HIS wife? I don’t. You either love me or you don’t…
Ephesians 2:8-9Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)
I mean that you have been saved by grace because you believed. You did not save yourselves; it was a gift from God. You are not saved by the things you have done, so there is nothing to boast about.    https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Ephesians+2%3A8-9
we must personally “receive” God’s “gift of salvation” by “faith.”  
John 14:13-14Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)
13 And if you ask for anything in my name, I will do it for you. Then the Father’s glory will be shown through the Son. 14 If you ask me for anything in my name, I will do it.   https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=John%2014:13-14
I have both mental and physical struggles; mild autistic, ADHD, GAD, LIL BRAIN DAMAGE, LEARNING DISABILITIES, DYSLEXIC, VISION ISSUES, HYPERTENSION, OCD, , just for a few, mental~nervous issues and Fibermyalgia, tendinitis, M.S., GERD, ACID REFLUX, IBS, oh my the list goes on COPD, ASTHMA, INFAZIMA, the list does go one. I am severely sensitive to traditional medication pills/phamcitical/ need natural care, supplements, much TLC upgraded medical, dental, optical, natural, supplements, medical marijuana, other natural natural organic, acidic free, gluten free, electrolytes, on going special diets…that no one in my condition of walking literally alone in integrity, on my disabled feet, in absolute poverty, etc..can afford to take such well needed care of one’s self.. I am a walking medical miracle, and in much need of proper medical natural care and meds, food, herbs, not man pharmaceutical killing drugs served with much TLC that is real, not a plastic lover. 
cancer survivor (I don’t know they leave me clueless), . I am a walking miracle. Only the strength of God and false energy of flight and fight mode am I propelled and able to walk and testify. I need some seriously T.L.C. and a lift long of 50 years enduring and having these struggles, neglected, abused, abandoned, used left clueless as a science experiment for the government of all agencies created to begin with back in , I don’t know, but by my own blood family Donald Walters via “cockfighting, ” via “H.A.,” Donald Ivester, and, all whom they knew, who knew who of strangers, family, friends, inmates, to participated in their “retaliation” out on me for getting myself help, standing up to them bullies for lack better words, for telling my story; in which, by the way is the #1 besides giving my will over to the power of God and all that…
it takes emptying out from the inside out as in form of what recovery programs do “highly suggest” the 4th step..for me, my testimony as I blog, lead by the Holy Spirit I am helping myself by purifying, testifying to what I survived by only what could be a super~natural being power of GOD, and their names come out in my story authorized by Jesus, told to me by the Holy Spirit, and God’s hand in all Satan’s offenses the entire time, only to have Good plans for me, after all.  Hallelujah, a MIRACLE is happening right now… praise and Glory will always remain our Father, Abba and His Son Jesus. Thank YOU for loving US first, Lord!! Selah 
John 17:20Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)
20 “I pray not only for these followers but also for those who will believe in me because of their teaching.    https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=John%2017:20

 

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