The ‘theft’ of my 3 babies (Pt.94)

The Truth and nothing but the TRUTH so HELP me God; may justices be done!
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May the best man win or God just keep me to himself
my prayers include asking god to have josh show up tomorrow 4 valentines day, but regardless to any holidays we may miss together, god says next year to remainder time here married every holiday will be spent with Joshua, so im to just chill and let it happen. Lol god is good. Josh may come 4 valentines, but if he dont he will be here soon and next yr and all that follow we will be each others valentine. and, San Diego Hell Angels Dago Mob Donald Ivester (aka: hawk eye), Clyde Eddleman, Steve Holly and many others set up this fake BS 2007, so, No, i never have had one, but i was given a fake wedding and reception valentines day ’07 to tom trier 😀 51 yrs and never had a real valentine. Glory is gods :-*
I will keep texting this as i digest it and embrace”my husband loves me 😉 lol he asks me to “just” chill and he will be here. Lol” thank u, god. I love you and him. Amen 
Omg! 😀 a lil disorientated 😀 im in skyway but san diego is talking to me. So i feel like im there already and if i step outside im in skyway 😀 whats awesome is my supposed husband to be, is using our code “chill,” and it comes with clear communication like,”yes,we are together, just chill and i will be there 😀 im given a since of belonging; “chill” works for me in a positive way 😀 god is to good to us :-* may we show him our gratitude for choosing us. Amen ps i texted jina with love. Hope it found her well.
love to my 3 sons this valentines day; tho truth is ” i so don’t know any of you to this day….you are products of Jonathan Barber, Sandy Walters, and others who are my enemies and you three freak me the hell out….I have never done a thing to you kids…it was with your father and those who stole you from me and lied to you about me…I am not God, so if God wants you in my new life with new names then Glory to OUR lord….I will not tolerate you in my new life to add bad…It is my turn to live and you have choice, because I am like God, not the people who play God and tell you what you will choose….so, choose….and, I hope the best to you three, but I am important too, was victimized longer than you 3 and just like you three.. I spent my life bringing truth to it all…it is over now..(So, why am I still here and not lifted up and out? CAn’t be honestly “all” that over or I would be living and have access to my money! and, maybe making love with my to be husband and other out of bed activities!!).so choose the bad guys side or new life and names with mom, PERIOD!
. Its very heart breaking that my husband to be didn’t come to get me, or to this day beginning a magical way, but watever. Plus the day wasn’t over,but my waters told me i was going to be left to remain alone this V~day as the other 51 years on valentines day as i rest and chill. Shame on you, Joshua to hurt me this day, instead of applying life enhancing to me. And, no shame on me for i just spoke accurately and u didn’t, since and this day isn’t over. “Good life or bust” may gods will be done. Amen God’s will was for him to not come and to allow it for some reason that will bring glory to HIM, not us…bad, JOSH!byGosh~ exactly what I did for my three stolen kids and for what????? For God that is who, either than that it was fruitless works for man, though and no, I wouldn’t do it again if had too….no reward in it..I would have just gone on in life and forgotten them…. a waste of my time and I have no more time to waste on others..Image result for hebrew 4: 12Image result for hebrew 4: 12
It is my turn to live and be loved God says to me Image result for hebrew 4: 12….you don’t want to be a part of my life before God blesses me, then stay out of my new life and that is for every one…only my three sons have choice in it…the rest of you are not my or God’s friend, you are Satan’s friend and have done very bad things to them, me, and many others in your lives, victimizing the innocent..
Remember San Diego Hell Angles when I asked to speak with one of you in 2002 or 2003 or so…I was over at the Dago Club…seeking employment….who ever came to speak to me from the club house denied me employment, had me kicked out for accepting a non alcoholic ice tea from another brother, had me put out side and had a black man with crack on my ass. where I ended up going across the street doing crack that night and sleeping,not sex you nasty, Shantel, Tina, Monique, and others from this illegal king county loop that wanted to say I was…you are freaks..I.literally was asleep, I was never a whore, nor dont know how to be!!!….thanks for helping me up, NOT!!!! I don’t even want Dago Mob or san diego hell angels allowed to legally be up in San Diego,,,,you are nasty people….I am Queen Dago and I want my pay!! In Jesus’ name I say, “step away Satan’s hell angels!!! You robbed me and others enough, did enough child porn and adult porn without permission to me and my kids; with out our permission or knowledge, and many other ugly things…..Image result for matthew 4:1-11
i am feeling it in my waters stronger. “It” is the man god prepared me for and he for me coming “very” soon and our wedding within the year 😀 o my, may i be feeling it in my waters accurately ΔmenImage result for matthew 4:1-11Image result for matthew 4:1-11
God, Abba father if its ur will upon restoring my health, to its best and joshua and i spend a lil quality time together that we adopt a USA baby girl. You may have other plans and im sure they rock. U do tell me i am his baby in an adult way and its my turn, so it may not be your will we adopt. Thank u for ur will that is done and not ours. Please find favor in josh or better, picking me up very soon, as we plan our wedding, address my health, and spend quality time in you together. Thanku and so it is. SelahImage result for psalm 19:9, 11
Lord, thank u for the boasting of me, to me, by others, some are also known as our enemies. I have been recognized as a good girl, lady of faith, able to let go and move on, pretty, super~naturally gifted in u, inelegant, true to self, and a true man of you’se wife :-* thank u, abba, thank u selahImage result for hebrew 4: 12
Extra extra read all about it :
for some ungodly reason, the last 9 years, men (beginning with jpc, san diego ’08 who dropped me on my head,was impatient, and dishonest with me,starved me, and had mean things done to me, where i was trying to rent 1 safe room) whom “think” they want to be arranged to marry me,”think” it is ok with me to literally leave me neglected, abused, oppressed,abandoned every day of the year,including holidays, as im left alone, to be or attend a “reach out,” for those alone. Well, it isnt ok with me.Image result for hebrew 4: 12
Today the world knows i am arranged to marry jpc,that he realized he loves me, that he takes responsibility for his wrongs to me in past, that he is sorry, he will only apply life enhancing to my days,that god used him to end “retaliation” loops on me by my past roots and the 1%, god gave me victory over and used me to tell for his glory and truth to him being god, not man with money or hi earth status, and i am to “just” chill as i am assured he is arriving very soon to get me.Image result for hebrew 4: 12
Well, 2017 so far, he has managed to leave me here neglected, just lip service from him thru others, oppressed, abandoned daily, new years eve,new years day, his and my birthday, and now valentines day!Image result for hebrew 4: 12
I“m blessed god let me see how fake society is during the year, man holidays, on gods holidays they put more focus on human ways than spiritual, people even fight at the stores for items they can buy any other time of the year, and when its all over nobody is really satisfied.Image result for hebrew 4: 12
experiencing this and more, today i will refuse to celebrate holidays when married. where were they for me prior? They were enjoying themselves,having a life knowing they were illegally monitoring me and knowingly neglecting me. So, shove all holidays up your as*es! When i am married any day of the year can be spiritually spent as a holiday and any day of the year can be valentine’s, easter bunny, santa or just because.Image result for hebrew 4: 12
Joshua thank u for neglecting and abandoning me everyday of the year and causing me to “hate” idea of spending any future holidays Image result for hebrew 4: 12
in our life together as 1, it adds no life to me, it will fry me mentally if you “think” its ok 4 us 2. Where have u been daily or holidays prior 2 being together? You were enjoying self, didnt think of me, let me be bait 4 weirdos, kept stealth thru last 9 years until god called you www. we have enough $ to be creative any other day of year, but calendar man holidays.Image result for hebrew 4: 12
I already spend 24/7 with god, so no big deal 2 set a special day 4 him, thats how every day is suppose 2 be spent in him anyway. as 4 mothers day shove that up ur as*es to! Not 1 mother’s day have my 3 stolen sons cared! if its gods will 4 them 2 be in new life,with new identities they can show their appreciation any day of the year, but not man made mothers day calendar holiday.
I am real, not phony or fake. I deserve to be treated special, somebody special, my trust fund given 2 me today and/or for joshua 2 really come get me. I deserve the promises god told me, to be upgraded single or married. It seems i am only one who is established in who they are and what they want, cuz im still told to chill while others get their head out of their as* and come get me. I am exceptionally upset& frustrated left here daily,unable 2 properly take well care of self.Image result for hebrew 4: 12
I dont need anyone in my llfe who wants to just harm me. I am happy single with nobody who takes poor care of me.Image result for hebrew 4: 12
I only want to marry joshua whom I do hope it is, or better, if they are going to be an “action” man of sincerity who just simply comes to get me and/or really provides what my daily basic needs are in mean time, until he comes soon.Image result for hebrew 4: 12
I cant sincerely say i am arranged to be married to anyone,cuz nobody has shown up or applied life enhancing 2 my days. I am kept sick. Addressing my health has been my priority and last 9 years much neglect and malpractice has been done 2 me. Whom ever really wants 2 marry me must realize we need to upgrade me and address the health concerns.Image result for hebrew 4: 12
I already left jpc ’08 for exact same reasons. If he sincerely is wanting to do marry me and share the good life as one, he like anyone has to take action in winning me.Image result for hebrew 4: 12 PERIOD!!!! Thank you, Abba for telling them so….
Winning the invisible war
Ephesians 6:16-17Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)
16 And also use the shield of faith with which you can stop all the burning arrows that come from the Evil One. 17 Accept God’s salvation as your helmet. And take the sword of the Spirit—that sword is the teaching of God.
1. “Take up the shield of faith”Image result for Ephesians 6:16-17 16 And also use the shield of faith with which you can stop all the burning arrows that come from the Evil One.
2. “Take the helmet of salvation”Image result for Ephesians 6:16-17 17 Accept God’s salvation as your helmet. And take the sword of the Spirit—that sword is the teaching of God. Image result for Ephesians 6:16-17an obvious allusion to security we have as saved, justified believers, safe from Satan’s attacks. FOCUS ON “PRESENT DELIVERANCE” FROM SIN! The helmet of salvation is certainty of deliverance from sin and protection of our minds in the battle.
Focus on god’s renewing of believer’s mind.
Romans 12:2Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)
Don’t change yourselves to be like the people of this world, but let God change you inside with a new way of thinking. Then you will be able to understand and accept what God wants for you. You will be able to know what is good and pleasing to him and what is perfect.Image result for Romans 12:2
Romans 8:5-8Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)
People who live following their sinful selves think only about what they want. But those who live following the Spirit are thinking about what the Spirit wants them to do. If your thinking is controlled by your sinful self, there is spiritual death. But if your thinking is controlled by the Spirit, there is life and peace. Why is this true? Because anyone whose thinking is controlled by their sinful self is against God. They refuse to obey God’s law. And really they are not able to obey it. Those who are ruled by their sinful selves cannot please God. Image result for romans 8:5-8
2 Corinthians 10:5Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)Image result for 2 corinthians 10:5Image result for 2 corinthians 10:5
and we tear down every proud idea that raises itself against the knowledge of God. We also capture every thought and make it give up and obey Christ. Image result for 2 corinthians 10:5 I will handle stress the same..bring it on Satan! In the name of Jesus we already know you lost!!!Image result for matthew 4:1-11 and, we already know that when I ask God to call me home, instead of leaving me here for man to slowly kill, I am saved and have eternal life and physically dead out of this body in spirit away from  you Earthly people would be a blessing….but, we also know HE wants to give me my earthly rewards HE trusts me with as a 1% wealthy on Earth! “I am a chosen one and we all know~we all know!” Image result for 2 corinthians 10:5
= THE BATTLE IS FOR THE MIND! Practice: prayer, worship, music, scripture, teaching, “scripture memory,” fellowship.Image result for 2 corinthians 10:5
3. “Take the sword of the spirit” 17 Accept God’s salvation as your helmet. And take the sword of the Spirit—that sword is the teaching of God.Image result for 2 corinthians 10:5 Image result for 2 corinthians 10:5sword of the spirit is the word ( rhema ~ spoken word or words given us by the spirit of god) to do close, hand~to~hand combat with the lies and deceptions of the enemy. Jesus is our example in our use of the sword of the spirit in
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Matthew 4:1-11Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)Image result for matthew 4:1-11Image result for matthew 4:1-11
The Temptation of JesusImage result for matthew 4:1-11Image result for matthew 4:1-11
Then the Spirit led Jesus into the desert. He was taken there to be tempted by the devil. Jesus ate nothing for 40 days and nights. After this, he was very hungry. The devil[a] came to tempt him and said, “If you are the Son of God, tell these rocks to become bread.”
Jesus answered him, “The Scriptures say,

‘It is not just bread that keeps people alive.
    Their lives depend on what God says.’”

Then the devil led Jesus to the holy city of Jerusalem and put him on a high place at the edge of the Temple area. He said to Jesus, “If you are the Son of God, jump off, because the Scriptures say,

‘God will command his angels to help you,
    and their hands will catch you,
so that you will not hit your foot on a rock.’”

Jesus answered, “The Scriptures also say, ‘You must not test the Lord your God.’”[b]
Then the devil led Jesus to the top of a very high mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world and all the wonderful things in them.The devil said, “If you will bow down and worship me, I will give you all these things.”
10 Jesus said to him, “Get away from me, Satan! The Scriptures say,

‘You must worship the Lord your God.
    Serve only him!’”

11 So the devil left him. Then some angels came to Jesus and helped him.

A. Implications for us ~

Psalm 119:105Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)

105 Your word is like a lamp that guides my steps,
    a light that shows the path I should take.  Image result for psalm 119:105


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Learning respect for the Lord is good.
    It will last forever.
The Lord’s judgments are right.
    They are completely fair.
10 His teachings are worth more than pure gold.
    They are sweeter than the best honey dripping from the honeycomb.
11 His teachings warn his servants,
    and good things come to those who obey them. Image result for psalm 19:9, 11
b. Practical considerations ~Image result for hebrew 4: 12
the “sword” is both a “defensive” and an “offensive weaponImage result for hebrew 4: 12Image result for hebrew 4: 12
Hebrews 4:12Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)
12 God’s word[a] is alive and working. It is sharper than the sharpest sword and cuts all the way into us. It cuts deep to the place where the soul and the spirit are joined. God’s word cuts to the center of our joints and our bones. It judges the thoughts and feelings in our hearts.
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