The ‘theft’ of my 3 babies (pt.15)

I place this Cyber warming: this “Testimony” is only for viewer to view, not disfrigerate (take apart/change), copy paste, edit, mend, take ideas from for books, to use as a reason to take retaliation out on me or my grievances, movies or other entertainment. This testimony and all my blogs are of my owner ship only. All other parties may not pass on or use against me; it’s my testimony with the protection of Jesus as the author and my redeemer; deliverer of HIS promises, “enjoy viewing my story of God’s Grace and “hand” on my “nightmare” life and Victor of “HIS earthly good life” HE is rewarding me with. That YOU will all know is happening, because “this” part of my “testimony” of a “no life” with God will be over. Then, sing “hallelujah” for me please, praising Jesus, Our Lord for His faithfulness and putting an end to any neglected, oppressed life of Satan’s will for me and enabling me to Fly in the life that is “God’s will” for me.. Thank you. Amen


Jesus’immortality IS why I am

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Where O Death is Your Victory?
…1 Corinthians 15:52~54 in an instant, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet. For the trumpet will sound, the dead will be raised imperishable, and we will be changed. 53Forthe perishable must be clothed with the imperishable,and the mortal with immortality. 54When the perishable has been clothed with the imperishable and the mortal with immortality, then the saying that is written will come to pass: “Death has been swallowed up in victory.”…  Image result for 1 Corinthians 15:53Image result for Psalm 111:3,

Victories don’t come by accident; be the miracle don’t wait for one + Δmen

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Before Abraham was Born, I Am
john 8:53~55 Are You greater than our father Abraham? He died, as did the prophets. Who do You claim to be?”54Jesus answered, “If I glorify Myself, My glory means nothing. The One who glorifies Me is MyFather, of whom you say ‘He is our God.’’ 55You do not know Him, but I know Him. If I said I did not know Him, I would be a liar like you. But I do know Him, and I keep His word.…

Image result for Revelation 21:23Since approx. 1993 i have had various specialist for my chronic, acute, complicated physical conditions on my x-husband jonathan barber, that dago mob ha and other organized criminals had to be with me, to abuse and more.It is on his medical insurance in dover, nh., and mt.vernon,wa., he even states in 2002 divorce papers, “that i was a medical expense burden.”

and on medicaid single in san diego, ca., some of my issues were already there as a kid and teenager. They have known about my I.B.S., ACID REFLUY, G.E.R.D,, DIGESTIVE/BOWEL PROBLEMS Since 1993 and gastronologist have tried treating me thru the years. I get so tired of spending my life in doctors offices, the medications just make things worse and I have had multiple surgeries. And, praise God for Dover Baptist Church , Dover, NH..for Lynn Bullock and others went thru surgeries with me and the stress of me trying to get pregnant with the twins…Thank you, Yah for these few who were not a part of the illegal loops of organized crime…. I thank you for them. Image result for medical marijuana

Since 2009 the organized crime and 1% God had me turn in to authorities while I was just attempting my disabled mental and physical best to live as a law abiding citizen, help to communities, and pleasing God has also known i have or had cancer and internal bleeding. They had medicaid doctors neglect me and do malpractice on me from Hawaii big island, Everett,WA., Texas, and Sheridan Wyoming almost killed me 2011~2014 that  was set up by aka: Ron and Kathy affilitaed with Dallas Cowboys, Everett Gospel Mission, Roger Christie, NORML, my roots I successfully got away from, San Diego Hell Angels, Cartel via cockfighting via my own biological father Donald Joseph Walters, and all who sold out to them to participate in all this, all my life at that…the plans began when I was in the womb with there intense neglect and malpractice.

and, since ’14 to present in Seattle,WA. has continued. A specialist dr. Tiecher was suppose to make it up to me, quote un quote his words, because HE illegally observes me on monitor in my own living quarters and from the illegal tracker in my arm they had Valley Medical put in the ER when I was in there. but he did not make it up to me.

Dr. Sundin neglects me very much and wont even write up a form for access bus to take me door to door to get to doctors. I have a very complicated health conditions and can not ride buses! PERIOD!! and, they know, because they illegally were doing all this and more in 2001 when I was in Texas and they set it up where the only Medicaid Dr. available for me was 2 hours away on bus, a couple bus transfers, and 15 minute walk from bus stop and in 2014 in Seattle, WA they had that DR’s mexican nurse in Texas in Dr. Cherry’s office.! Dr. Cherry was going to illegally put me in mental institution request one of my stolen son’s they brain washed to attempt “for me talking about the past”…….2015.

by the time i get to Dr. I am all over the map and sick. Image result for Genesis 1:31

They purposely destroyed my car when i was sleeping 2015. The illegal king county loop of retaliators set it up. I need surgeries and proper care. the internal bleeding gets worse. I am highly against western medication and sensitive to pharmaceutical medications and the side effects.

Only gods gardens of medical marijuana ever helps and gods other natural care that i cant afford in poverty. I suffer much; for the lord allows this for me, to tell on these sick people that would do this to me. And, only because of Jesus am I a walking miracle or alive…not one human has really helped me as of even yet, but the promises of Jesus bring my arranged husband and abundance, enabling all I need to be healthy and live a long, youthful blessed life, married to Him and because God promises me double for my troubles, it is plausible thru God Lord and Lady Cunning can have a 100 year anniversary still regardless to our ages now…  All Glory is Gods.

The Year of the Lord’s Favor
Isaiah 61:6~8 But you will be called the priests of the LORD; You will be spoken of as ministers of our God. You will eat the wealth of nations, And in their riches you will boast. 7Instead of your shame you will have a double portion, And instead of humiliation they will shout for joy over their portion. Therefore they will possess a double portion in their land, Everlasting joy will be theirs. 8For I, the LORD, love justice, I hate robbery in the burnt offering; And I will faithfully give them their recompense And make an everlasting covenant with them.…                                                                                  Image result for isaiah 61

Yesterday my body started to want to vomit fresh blood,my bowels are generally always black. I get infection in my tummy. The Dr.s say, “I don’t see infection.blah blah blah… it’s in my sinus, chest and lungs..I was put in hazards waste living conditions in Hawaii, me and Pete as renters at one place had to go to ER in Hilo, HA 2009. I am suppose to be on an antibiotic preventive like HIV patients…. MY one and only best Dr. ever of natural care tho so cant afford him or others…. is being used as a messenger to me that once lifted up..there is much care for me..

HalleluYah~~~~ thank you… thank you, Yah, Dr. Martin, Josh, and those of….. Please come quickly, It has been 51 years, Jesus, thank you..  i receive. Selah

“almost,” and not unusual for me, to nightly  fever all night,brake fevers, freezed and burning up, all night to point of soaking what i am wearing, sheets, pillows. In poverty i cant afford to daily wash. I suffer; for the lord uses me, as a statement on society and to tell on unethical doctors who participate in neglecting me.This began at end of ’08 and gets worse as days turn into years from Big Island Hawaii 2009, Everett, WA 2010~2011, Dallas Texas 2011, Sheridan, WY 2011~2014, and King County 2014~now, 2017. The malpractice doctors tried proving i was a hypochondriac and menopause beginning with illegal king county loop in ’14. I, have never experienced a “hot flash,” and no, I am not a hypochondriac..

Praise, Yah our God and Savoir for Joshua IS a witness that I am not.. thank you, Abba Father, Jesus Our brother…holy one whom is our friend and power with in.. Selah  

Jeremiah 33:6 Behold, I will bring it health and cure, and I will cure them, and …

At this point, of my 51 years of purposely being neglected…I am in need of a few surgeries and other intense care.. from both traditional western doctors and natural care and treatment, like intense massage therapy and more.. I am totally bafflesd, as to why my husband to be would not come get me at this point and be of real help and a lift up..making HIM dropping on my head in 2008.. all up to me.. why would a man of Abba Father, of Yah just still Illegally be on monitor with me himself and not come get me?

I know, It is in God’s spoken word that it would please Him for my husband to take action and come get me…having the best doctors treat me…. God knows of all I am thinking, tired of repeating, and just too sick to care.. so, all I have to say is the Our Father and pray….thy will be done, Jesus my brother, but do not let me be given to ONE man, not even Joshua Paul Cunning, IF he as a human thinks it is ok to not come quickly and get me at this point.He knows I have been suffering with these health issues back in 2008 and prior like I say in 1993.. waiting for somebody to “be right back” and they still don’t come since July 2?, 2008 Is just not OK, and He still just does games.May It be your will to lift me up quickly out of here,LOrd and Joshua grow a brain cell that tells him to.or one of you who will… .Thank YOu

is not what I am wanting, nor is who is for me, for , YOU?  my Lord siad, “the one whom wants my  hand in marriage will come get me and take action in all unspoken words that you already know of and state in Song of Songs… let only the one whom comes to get me ASAP win me, my Lord and Savior.. May it be your will for this restored health you Promise me to become.. Selah and thank you, I receive

.Jeremiah 33:6 Behold, I will bring it health and cure, and I will cure them, and …  and   Psalm 12:5 For the oppression of the poor, for the sighing of the needy, now …


below a few eg.s of what type of satan’s demonic spirits attack me and what the POT helps me with in adding life to my entire well being: Chronic life issues with Acute moments and attacks.. (I have been seeking help all my life and especially since 2008 single…married only to, they purposely neglected me, just passed me around from doctor to doctor, and did do malpractices on me if did surgery, like mess my right hand up more from carpal tunnel surgery in Sheridan, Wyoming 2 approx. end of 2013, and had no help to recover in not using that hand or arm.


A LIL BRAIN DAMAGE, AUTISM, ADHD, GAD, MIGRAINES, VISION issues, HEARING issues, TMJ, strokes, seizures, right side of tongue/head/ear/eye sharp pain, numb, interferes with speech, and more…


INTESTINES, GERD, IBS, ACID REFLUX, APIITITE, chronic over active bladder, digestive issues, internal bleeding, bowel problems and more..


DAMAGED AND OVER ACTIVE NERVES, FIBROMYALGIA, TENDINITIS, MS, CARPEL TUNNEL both arms, MUSCLE SPASMS, HYPERTENSION, BORDER LINE DIABETIC, RLS, right blown out hip, through entire body rheumatoid arthritis, and more..



A TEXT TO my god given brother

I SEE you are being messenger of basically saying,”At this point, the bullsh*ts stoped and you are only being surrounded by people of integrity, until joshua comes to get me.” and, of course; JosHUS is my husband..  halleluyah! And, once he does that is going to increase, too! Lol thank you, jesus! Selah now please correct me lol “if” wrong 😉  

My god given brother’s reply

God is good we are very blessed people


I became a legal medical marijuana patient and card holder in Cali 2008, where My husband to be Lord Joshua showed me in ’08 how “legal medical marijuana patients” have law enforcement protection. Hawaii honored it…too.

However, the illegal king county loop hasn’t honored legal protection for me,they set up and participate in selling fake, pesticide, old, impotent product legally in stores and illegally on street to me, at hi prices since ’14 in me arriving back to legalized state, after organized criminals and retailiaters using “gerald kingston,” and “robert howe,” as fake, insincere, dangerous bait to invite me to Texas 2011 and Wyoming ’11-’14 where it wasn’t legal and my health decreased since, to even now.

Halleluyah for my husband lord cunning for he knows me and that this is truth. God unites me with my one and only true witness and man whom values me. Glory to god. Glory to him. Selah and Δmen 

Image result for medical marijuanaIt is so sad that legalizing Marijuana for recreational and medical has not stopped street sales…. the streets now just sell it cheaper than in the stores.. righteously the streets should just be giving the love away…sharing, etc.. not selling; at all it is illegal and to purchase off street is just as Guilty. Plus, the streets still screws you as before, they’ll short ya, sell you bad to fake, not what they showed you or what not…just sick shi%%%%!!! .

I am not happy at Have A Heart a store., but all the stores are illegally in on illegal king county loop and it doesnt matter where I go…they treat me well or they don’t…. in skyway, WA .. legal… Praise Jesus, HalleluYah!!! This pleases Yah!! and, for this I am blessed.. thank YOu, Jesus..Image result for medical marijuana Image result for medical marijuana

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Jeremiah 30:17Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)

17 And I will bring your health back
    and heal your wounds,” says the Lord,
“because other people said you were outcasts.[a]
    They said, ‘No one cares about Zion.’”

Psalm 126Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)

A song for going up to the Temple.

126 It will be like a dream
    when the Lord comes back with the captives of Zion.[a]
We will laugh and sing happy songs!
    Then the other nations will say,
    “The Lord did a great thing for Zion!”
Yes, we will be happy
    because the Lord did a great thing for us.

So, Lord, bring back the good times,
    like a desert stream filled again with flowing water.
Then those who were sad when they planted
    will be happy when they gather the harvest!
Those who cried as they carried the seeds[b]
    will be happy when they bring in the crops!

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John 3:16Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)

16 Yes, God loved the world so much that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him would not be lost but have eternal life

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Image result for medical marijuanaPlease lift me up in prayer that it b Christs will and my husband to be, desire to come get me ASAP so, my health conditions neglected by many doctors for my retaliators in last 9 years may be taken care of. The eternal bleeding is getting worse that they’ve known about. I claim gods promises of a long healthy restored life, not Satan’s death. Thanku. Gods will be done. Amen Please add in the prayer it b gods will and my husbands desire to take Satan’s claws off my medical marijuana, gods miracle herb that adds health to this body. Thanku prayer warriors. Have nice day. Image result for Revelation 21:23

Exodus 15:11Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)

11 “Are there any gods like the Lord?
    No, there are no gods like you—
    you are wonderfully holy!
    You are amazingly powerful!
    You do great miracles!

Psalm 138:5 Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)

They will sing about what the Lord has done,
    because the glory of the Lord is very great.

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Image result for medical marijuanaGod may it b ur will, not mine and those who are true servants of you’s, desire to help provide me thru the days with ur miracle herb, until the man of action arrives and my new life begins where this and other issues will never be again.. I believe, receive, and thanku. Amen     Image result for Exodus 15:11Image result for Revelation 21:23Image result for Revelation 21:23

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Majestic are His Works
…Psalm 113:2~4 Great are the works of the LORD; They are studied by all who delight in them. 3Splendid and majestic is His work, And His righteousness enduresforever. 4He has made His wonders to be remembered; The LORD is gracious and compassionate.…

 Genesis 1:31 Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)

31 God looked at everything he had made. And he saw that everything was very good.

There was evening, and then there was morning. This was the sixth day.

Psalm 19:1Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)

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19 The heavens tell about the glory of God.
    The skies announce what his hands have made.

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Luke 2:13-14Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)

13 Then a huge army of angels from heaven joined the first angel, and they were all praising God, saying,

14 “Praise God in heaven,
    and on earth let there be peace to the people who please him.”

The New Jerusalem
Revelation 21:22~24 But I saw no temple in the city, because the Lord God Almighty and the Lamb are its temple. 23And the city has no need for sun or moon to shine on it,because the glory of God illuminates the city, and the Lamb is its lamp. 24By its light the nations will walk, and into it the kings of the earth will bring their glory.…

Cross References
Psalm 84:11
For the LORD God is a sun and shield; The LORD gives grace and glory; No good thing does He withhold from those who walk uprightly.


Isaiah 24:23
Then the moon will be abashed and the sun ashamed, For the LORD of hosts will reign on Mount Zion and in Jerusalem, And His glory will be before His elders.

Isaiah 30:26
The light of the moon will be as the light of the sun, and the light of the sun will be seven times brighter, like the light of seven days, on the day the LORD binds up the fracture of His people and heals the bruise He has inflicted.

“No longer will you have the sun for light by day, Nor for brightness will the moon give you light; But you will have the LORD for an everlasting light, And your God for your glory.

“Your sun will no longer set, Nor will your moon wane; For you will have the LORD for an everlasting light, And the days of your mourning will be over.

Then I saw a Lamb who appeared to have been slain, standing in the center of the throne, encircled by the four living creatures and the elders. The lamb had seven horns and seven eyes, which represent the sevenfold Spirit of God sent out into all the earth.

For the Lamb in the center of the throne will be their shepherd. He will lead them to fountains of living water, and God will wipe away every tear from their eyes.'”

These are the ones who have not been defiled with women, for they are virgins. They follow the Lamb wherever He goes. They have been redeemed from among men as firstfruits to God and to the Lamb.

shining with the glory of God. Its radiance was like a most precious jewel, like a jasper stone, clear as crystal.

Its gates will never be shut at the end of the day, because there will be no night there.
I give much thanks and apprieciation to those of you who are gods faithful servants…who do think of me and ring my bell to help me with a lil of God’s miracle herb body loves you for these acts of love… may God bless those of you who do this..  I only hope and pray the best for each of you…   Be proud of yourselves…for when you help help God and HE will return to you double or more… Amen 
Now that u all had the pleasure of god using joshua paul cunning as my only honest witness, have read my story, see all my experiences with dirty churches can you now appreciate how gods had me alone with him and having me stay out of churches since 2008 until the illegal king county loop basically forced me into skyway set up churches? God told me in sheridan, wy and in skyway, wa., “beware of towns that have a church on every block. The town is full of division and sin. All a small town needs is one temple were his believers gather, not one on every block of religion, not of him.” and, god is correct. I was basically forced by illegal loop and challenged by a bunch of religious hypocrites in skyway and god had me step out of all of them! Full of sin, beyond Jesus’ acceptance and Jesus’ religion. I will continue to be a living temple and listening to god, thank u. It breaks my heart to witness such ugly with so many sell out churches. Joshua taught me mafia launders their illegal money thru churches and much more. It grosses me out! And, i happen to be one in need who gave her last penny and car to a church Joshua saw. That was an act of faith in god. Im still standing on my rewards god promised me and a rolls Royce is one of them. Thank u, jesus. Selah
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