|Thank u Jesus for confirming with me that im in charge of who wins my hand in marriage. with all due respect, Joshua i mean no disrespect or ill on you. I only have love for you, but i love god and myself more. If you or better are sincere and real in desiring me as your wife Jesus told me what the one will do in taking action and winning my hand in marriage. He already tells me its not him who doesnt tell you or better to not come get me yet. none of you listen to him in coming, as in 9 yrs ago never mind yesterday or today.
he tells me the one to marry me will just arrive any time soon. He, Jesus tells me in the mean time, until who arrives being you or better “will” have people take better care of me daily like give me rides when im using my disabled body as transportation, will have me treated better, will have a participant help with minimum of gram a day of his miracle herbal medicine,will have a participant get me out of here at least once a wk like to a movie and out to eat, will play secret admirer,will have a brain to kno “i kno myworth, he does too and will apply , not taking me for granite or looking at yourself as a reward to me.
I fail to see this daily treatment applied to me and Jesus does point it out. I see clearly. I love u,Joshua but it doesnt appear you love god or me enough to daily apply the above eg. Not to mention your own imagination.
If any of you think its ok not to apply the above and better prior to arriving to get me than im sorry but i cant accept 1 of you as my husband. I cudda stayed with any in my past where i already had insincere. I hav no issue knowing my worth, it appears none of you kno my worth nor are any willing to step up come get me. I am holding out 4 who daily applies helping me daily. I will kno cuz it will be consistent and daily, not fake and lil morsels. im holding out 4 that man. The one who is of action and who really is “real” so far i see plastic bags. I can do plastic alone thanku. Im real, always have ben, and am more than ready for a man of integrity who is too ty.
|In all honesty god wont let me say yes to any Joshua or other. Because there are certain things god made clear long ago to me on how the man who wins my hand in marriage will treat me and more. He wont be a man who is broke or has child support either. Not 1 man including Joshua has applied 1 action god told me will happen frm the one who wins my hand in marriage. I dont need stupid self esteem boosters frm any human. My worth isnt in any of you, nor is my confidence or trust. No human super seeds what gods instructions are to me and who i accept as my husband. God told me the signs long ago of what that man will do and be of action. I do love joshua and thank god for him, but he isnt applying as jesus told me. My heart dances in the lord. Im single available for who is of the action and real as god told me. It cud be joshua or better. Excuse me but im only interested in who it really is, not wanna be fakes. Just letting all you kno “again” via dustin’s # tho its illegally diverted to all you illegally in my devices and life. thank u god its u who is my real and faithful husband and i will not settle for less. Thanku for this with you, im blessed. Amen
|Yes Jesus if that Hindu fil pro football Dallas cowboys player or of the such can pay who he got pregnant 2 mil for life to keep her mouth shut and didn’t make it worth my wild to not tell, then YES my trust fund can be 5 mil a month For life; after all i am a 1st born and have them rights, i did work hard for FBI and didn’t spread my legs getn pregnant. I didnt earn it by sexual sin. I earned it thru acts of integrity of you. You will pay me and i trust it will be soon. I feel it in my waters. Halleluyah amen
|Yes lord i will only consider the one who shows up quickly like instant oatmeal at this point and who was behind taking better care of me each day until. Yes lord helping me with rides up this hill, with at least gram of ur herb each day that is really my legal medication and gettn me out to do an activity are the 3 main ways he needs to help or how they have people to it 4 them. After all im just a job for these illegal people in my life and he whom I to marry can pay them to help not hurt or ignore and stare. Maybe my worth is only valued by you and u will rise me single. Amen
Yes, Lord I am blesses for whom besides me can say “YES” they are ready for all or one of the following?
- the 2nd coming of Christ?
- to be called home out of their body and be with you?
- to be lifted and receive double for their troubles single married only to YOU?
- to be lifted and receive double for their troubles with a companion who is more of you and less of him?
- to literally be killed for living right and for YOU?
- OR better that my own imagination doesn’t know or think of?
Yes, Abba Father I can honestly say I am ready for all the above 6 or one of your choosing for me…and, for this I am whole, complete, done with this level and ready for YOUR higher callings of me…..I love you. Thank YOU…Amen
Yes, Jesus I hear your instructions to purchase a phone, if this illegal stuff and people don’t end soon, IF they don’t listen to you and give me what is mine already and pay me, enabling me to take well care of self and up into much better.. AND, BEGIN POSTING VIDEOS AND PIXS OF EACH ILLEGAL PARTICIPANT, NO MATTER WHO IT IS…..I AM TO EXPOSE ALL .. I THANK YOU FOR YOUR INSTRUCTIONS and favor in me.. Amen Halleluyah YOU are who you say YOU are.